faylan

So far this year I have had my Grandfather in and out of hospitals non stop. My brother broke his hand. I have found out that I am asthmatic, I have gotten food poisoning, I was the victim of a totally fucked up assault which resulted in $8,000 worth of damage to my face, my father lost his job the day after my mom's birthday, which is my parents anniversary, and the day before his birthday, and most recently my father was in an accident in which a steal beam hit him in the head and knocked him at least 6 ft from a ladder. He still has no recollection of the accident. I then was the one to drive him to the hospital as he is vomiting blood. He was then helicoptered to the San Diego trauma center. Miraculously, he is already home and the accident was wednesday. For now, I am lucky to still have a father, a roof over my head, and a job. However, I do believe this is probably the deepest depression I have ever fallen into. Oh well, my birthday is in 3 weeks. Maybe something good will happen...