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life lately...

I have completely random thoughts and unsettling dreams which I do not understand. It makes it apparent that I need to write more.

When I'm awake I have this overpowering feeling like everything in life will be ok and that I am on the right track even though NOTHING is set in stone. It's probably a belief more than anything else but one that I'm very greatful for.

I have so many new projects that I just can't wait to start and get into. Honestly I am so completely excited about where life in general is taking me right now. And for once, I'm not fighting for anything, I'm putting things out there and things are just coming to me.

Each night for the next week, I will be exactly where I belong.

I think that more emphasis in life should be put on finding out who we are at a young age. Right now I don't think that happens and I think that a lot of people are messed up because of it. In most people's lives things are force fed to them and there isn't time or enough nurture around for being to really become who they are meant to be. Instead we're suppose to pick something, a label, a job, a path - and we're suppose to follow that....and really I don't believe in that anymore.

The more I am lost in life, the more I learn, and the more that I learn from going against the grain the more love I have for this life in general. I often get caught up still trying to chase money because that's what I'm "suppose" to do in life, I'm chasing a big job with a big paycheck and I get there and I fucking hate it and want to kill myself. then I quit and then...there's me again, doing my little creative things and having a good time and no STRESS!!!! Things just work like that, so maybe I shouldn't try to fight it so much anymore.

Fuck I'm a random scatterbrain aren't I - alright I'm going to cuddle into my boyfriend's bed and watch his DVDs until he comes home and we watch the game - WHICH THE RED WINGS WILL WIN!