"It seems to me that you don't really know yourself from reading this.
And the reason, for the most part, why people leave you is because they don't want to deal with someone who so mean to them (whether you do it on purpose or not). You can call it testing or whatever you like, but it's essentially just being mean and others don't want nor need that in their lives. I suggest trying to fix this because it's not healthy for anyone, especially you. You need to learn to be happy with who you are, how you are, and if you'r enot then change it. Don't say you can't because you can and there's always a way to change the things you don't like.
I'm not trying to be mean but I see alot of my past behaviours in what you're writing here and I'm only suggesting a path you could take to better your life. I've been through the same thing. It's a slow process but if you never start you'll never truly be happy with anything.
And yes, others are material and it's all well and good to look down upon them but that only means that you are in some way jealous of them. That's also something to think about. We all go through it constantly. I always hated skinny people and it got to the point where I should either shut up or do something baout it. Now I'm a gym memeber and working out regularly, ontop of school and work and friends and a long term/long distance relationship. We shoud always look inward and see where the seeds of this discontent and contempt originate.
You're a beautiful girl. There's not reason you should be so unhappy all the time."
....so....what do YOU think of me? That's a joke, don't actually tell me.
And the reason, for the most part, why people leave you is because they don't want to deal with someone who so mean to them (whether you do it on purpose or not). You can call it testing or whatever you like, but it's essentially just being mean and others don't want nor need that in their lives. I suggest trying to fix this because it's not healthy for anyone, especially you. You need to learn to be happy with who you are, how you are, and if you'r enot then change it. Don't say you can't because you can and there's always a way to change the things you don't like.
I'm not trying to be mean but I see alot of my past behaviours in what you're writing here and I'm only suggesting a path you could take to better your life. I've been through the same thing. It's a slow process but if you never start you'll never truly be happy with anything.
And yes, others are material and it's all well and good to look down upon them but that only means that you are in some way jealous of them. That's also something to think about. We all go through it constantly. I always hated skinny people and it got to the point where I should either shut up or do something baout it. Now I'm a gym memeber and working out regularly, ontop of school and work and friends and a long term/long distance relationship. We shoud always look inward and see where the seeds of this discontent and contempt originate.
You're a beautiful girl. There's not reason you should be so unhappy all the time."
....so....what do YOU think of me? That's a joke, don't actually tell me.
you're awesome, doesn't matter what anyone else thinks