I don't know what to say to you people. Honestly.
I have a TON going on right now. I've tried to write about it numerous times but that just doesn't work out. Both my heart and my brain are so scattered but in so many ways I'm always like that.
My heart is in Detroit.
My health is in Toronto, with my job.
I haven't found a home yet.
I started a new job Monday. I good job, pays alright to start but there is TONS of room to move up in the company and it's in a field that is booming right now and will continue to boom as technology advances. It's a good thing...but already I have that old feeling again. Work takes up way too much time that I feel could be so better spent doing other things. Things that the world views as meaningless but things that keep me sane and make me feel like I have something to give.
It's been a week and already I value the last year and a half of my life so much more. I loved being free. Free to dream, to paint every single day, to think my little creative thoughts, to follow my heart to other countries and find love, to explore every avenue that sparked my interest.
I guess I'll have to learn to stick to the man in some other way.
......in other news
I am so in love.
The only place I want to be is buried under your covers and wrapped within your limbs.
I miss you terribly.
Also....there is a new set of my naked ass. People are saying it's the best yet, so if you haven't seen it yet click over and check it out. Then go give my mister some props because he did a great job as my photographer.
Check out the set here! Faye: BoysRoom
Give props by clicking his name - Sound
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phoenixgirl:
I am job hunting too, I always hope I will find the next best thing, but it never seems to work that way.
aluminumovercast:
I'm holding out hope for you. Thanks, by the way.