faye

MOTHER FUCKER

I was suppose to be paid last Thursday, that didn't happen because payroll messed up and because of Christmas Holidays.

Since then two automatic payments have bounced so even when I do get paid I get considerably less because of their mistake.

Everything was suppose to be fixed and I was suppose to get paid today, it's 7:30am and that hasn't happened as of yet. I AM MOTHER FUCKING PISSED.

I'm suppose to be on a bus at 12:30am, which means I need to leave my house WITH MONEY by 10am.

To make it worse, I skipped my last shift...I'm technically suppose to be working today but I wasn't going to go to since....I quit and I'm suppose to be on a bus. I have no idea what the fuck to do now if this money doesn't show up in my account. Yeah, legally they have to pay me for the hours I worked but I'm not going to fucking know what's going on unless I either....show up for my shift today OR call...I want to do neither since I was a giant asshole previously.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

.....why is it that when one thing goes to shit EVERYTHING needs to go to shit?
I am so fucking stressed about so many aspects of my life, this trip is the ONLY thing I've been looking forward to and for soooooooo long.

This NEEDS to work out. I NEED to get out of this house until the gays fucking work out their shit.
I need to see my boyfriend....it's been way the hell too long.