So, I've come to a decision. I'm going to take a hiatus from any modeling attempts for, oh, probably six months or more, for multiple reasons.
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1) Confidence
I don't have much. I have a lot on my plate right now, and I just don't feel sexy anymore. I never even think of taking pictures of myself, it just doesn't enter my mind. I don't feel ready just yet.
2) Appearance: I don't think that I'm what SG is looking for, at least not right now. I personally am not satisfied with my appearance, either. My skin is slowly recovering from three and a half years of smoking. I'm underweight; I'm basically skin and bones. Plus, I'd feel lame applying to be a Suicide Girl without a single tattoo or piercing or outwardly alternative style at all.
3) Money I'm a perfectionist. I'll preface this with that. I'm tired of hanging random things over living room lamps to try and create decent lighting. I'm tired of shooting sets in my bedroom, and of course, the aforementioned tattoos and piercings. I don't even have anything to wear :|
Still haven't thought of a name. Overthinking it, I know. But that's how I roll.
I need a photographer to work with that has prior experience, as I don't.
I'm still going to stay here and be an active member of the SG community, if you'll have me
I've made a few lovely friends here, which is saying a lot because I don't make friends easily! I'm pretty shy. Because of that, once I make friends, I try not to lose them, lol. Also, this place is a veritable fountain of knowledge for an aspiring model. There are so many models on SG that inspire me, and seem like great role models. So I'll just be here lurking
PICTURE DUMP:
Peppermint cookies.
My mom baking said cookies.
Christmas spread
Outside Dragonsreach.

Our new bedroom

That's all I got for you guys right now. More pics coming soon, though!
Stay classy.
~Curio