well you can all see my ugly mug now, especially since i found a pick of myself that i'm not completely ashamed of. i was starting to become afraid of utter anonymity, even just on the web, so i though revealing myself would be a good step forward. if this bites me in the butt(in that NOT so fun way) so be it. and cuz...
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err:
Happy birthday.
deceptiviewfilm:
Happy Birthday man!!!! Hope it was a good one.
Well it hit 120 deg. the other day, i'm back in school and working full time. i also managed to get myself into and out of a relationship in less than 2 weeks. i hate desperation, it always makes us do funny things. i thought i just wanted someone to wake up to but really i want someone that i can feel connected to. however...
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ayem:
Be careful....the one night you hook up for carnal necessities will be the one night you may run into a veritable goddess who is instantly put off by your slutty new friend.....there's always Rosy Palm and her five sisters 
morticia:
I don't know, did you do suicide boys? If you did then I think thats where I found you?! 
One year ago this month I was living with one of the greatest people ever, I was finally going back to school, I had a job I liked and then my grandma died(mom's side) my car was stolen and so I was forced to drop-out, to make matters worse, since the car was still under my grandma's name and she didn't fill the will out...
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pulloffmywings:
life seems to deal the shit hand when u least expect it.
just bluff and see how far you can go.
wow. that actually makes sense if u REALLY try hard to think about it. but it almost falls a little too far out of my ballpark.
so
hopefully things get better.
just bluff and see how far you can go.
wow. that actually makes sense if u REALLY try hard to think about it. but it almost falls a little too far out of my ballpark.
so
hopefully things get better.
Well I am not dead after all.
I am still here though I do not know for how long, I am still a librarian, though that too could change any day now, I am still going through a dry spell that makes the Siharra look like an oasis and I am as always an incurable optimist no matter how shitty I sometimes feel. I hope...
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I am still here though I do not know for how long, I am still a librarian, though that too could change any day now, I am still going through a dry spell that makes the Siharra look like an oasis and I am as always an incurable optimist no matter how shitty I sometimes feel. I hope...
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pulloffmywings:
hiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!
pulloffmywings:
'course I still 'member you!!!!!! u r that one super super rad dude 
My God, will wonders never cease
Life's the worst kind of lady
No matter how hard she fucks me over
I never find release
I'm out, bleeding, and torn
Wet from all the crying
Just like the day that I was born
Haven't gotten very far, have I?
'Cause going full circle
Is the same as going nowhere
Do you understand what I mean
As...
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Life's the worst kind of lady
No matter how hard she fucks me over
I never find release
I'm out, bleeding, and torn
Wet from all the crying
Just like the day that I was born
Haven't gotten very far, have I?
'Cause going full circle
Is the same as going nowhere
Do you understand what I mean
As...
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deceptiviewfilm:
hey man:
whats going on? how have you been. Everything alright? havent seen you in awhile, just checking on you.
whats going on? how have you been. Everything alright? havent seen you in awhile, just checking on you.
pulloffmywings:
you rock!
"Wish i were a little bit taller,
Wish i were a baller,
Wish i had a girl,
if i did i would call her"
it's so easy sometimes to lose yourself, with all the excessive stimuli runnun around my brain freezes up like an overworked computer, and rather than making those strange beeping sounds i just cry. I have had a vision of my own...
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Wish i were a baller,
Wish i had a girl,
if i did i would call her"
it's so easy sometimes to lose yourself, with all the excessive stimuli runnun around my brain freezes up like an overworked computer, and rather than making those strange beeping sounds i just cry. I have had a vision of my own...
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pulloffmywings:
thanks babe! and don't worry bout the $$, i got it all figured out 
pulloffmywings:
pink... like the sheets that we lay on? 
well it's been one of those weeks where you feel like tearing your insides out and throwing them on the clean carpet just to see if you're really made of anything. i have however found an excellent place to kill the pain of apathy, SG thanx. I am inspired to draw but am afaid i can't, to write but have nothing to write about to...
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deceptiviewfilm:
WOW CLOUD SURFIN....I use to want to do that.....You made me laugh this morning.
Thanks
Thanks
pulloffmywings:
thats it..... you are officially one of the most awesomest guys ever. EVER!