So, last night was good as well. Went out with a bunch of friends. Had good food and good beer. Got like no sleep, but I can take a nap later.
Only problem being, I made out a *tiny* bit with someone I probably shouldn't have in the back of my friend John's car.
If it was up to Morgan, I would have just kicked her in the shins.
But I realized something... and that's why I did it:
I realized that I like being teased. I leave myself open for it. Some sick, masochistic part of me even craves it. If it wasn't for the fact that right now I'm slightly vulnerable and lonely, I wouldn't have any problem with it at all.
So while this girl should take SOME blame, so should I.
And I'm in a manic "feeling good about myself" period right now, so nothing's really getting to me the past few days.
Morgan: I remember some dreams from when I was a kid, but not most. I usually end up forgetting all my dreams, even the ones I had last night.
Only problem being, I made out a *tiny* bit with someone I probably shouldn't have in the back of my friend John's car.
If it was up to Morgan, I would have just kicked her in the shins.
But I realized something... and that's why I did it:
I realized that I like being teased. I leave myself open for it. Some sick, masochistic part of me even craves it. If it wasn't for the fact that right now I'm slightly vulnerable and lonely, I wouldn't have any problem with it at all.
So while this girl should take SOME blame, so should I.
And I'm in a manic "feeling good about myself" period right now, so nothing's really getting to me the past few days.
Morgan: I remember some dreams from when I was a kid, but not most. I usually end up forgetting all my dreams, even the ones I had last night.
emily:
hmm...