fatboypezhead

Okay so this is my first entery and don't know besides antiprincess who will read it. That being said I guess I should let all those who happen across this by fate know a little of who I am up to this point in my life.

I was born in the bay area and plan on dying in the bay area though I also plain on a lot of things that never work out. I was just reborn, not in a relgious way but in the way that only another man can understand after being in a relationshipe that was one year to long. Before the relationship I was passionate, expressive and self cofident. During the relationship I was anxious, nervious and a big asshole. (but it went both ways) now that the relationship is in the prosses of ending I am beging to find out who I am. Never, until now have I viewed my self as an adult, or a sexual object that others might be intrested in. The mose amazing thing is I am starting to get my passion and romance for life back.

Speaking of romance now would be a great time to say thanks to antiprincess for helping me find this site, as I have lived quite a sheltered life and found out how sheltered in the past 23 years. Antiprincess and I have been seening eachother for some time and though I know it is way to early we both are in love and experince a togetherness that I will not replace for anything in the world right now but enough with the squishyness, for now

I work in emrgancy medicine first as an EMT (ambulance driver) then as a paramedic and about to start working as a nurse in the emrgancy department for a SJ hospital. I also teach CPR and EMT classes, and of corse try to reach the ultimate goal of getting paid to do nothing.

I can't really think of anything eles I am a very honest guy and always considerd myself a good boy the good guy who wears white, though I don't really wear white to much becuase I'm really messy. I have a great sense of humor if you know me, if you don't you'll probly just guess me wierd which can be great in that sense.

well I've rambled on way to much by now and if your interested please try to get intouch with me I love meeting and talking to new people only I'm not really in to the whole sex over the internet thing as I veiw sex in a very high light and don't think it is somthing to do for fun, though it is quite fun when done corretly with the right person.

PS I know there a ton of grammer/spelling mistakes I feel that leaving these will personlaze my letter to you as a closer insite to who I am. also I'm really lazy and don't really want to proof read or spell check.