"Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had."


"Beyond Love" - The The

Move away from the window and into the light
There are some things in this life that you just can't fight
It's as if the spirits above have cast a little spell upon us
It's as if heaven above is beckoning us
So let...
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If you knew how I missed you
You would not stay away today
Don't you know how I love you
Stay here my dear with me

I need you here my darling
Together for a day a day
Together never parting
Just you just me my love

I can't go on without you
Your love is all I'm living for
I love all things about...
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it's just unbearable



Sometimes when this place gets kind of empty,
Sound of their breath fades with the light.
I think about the loveless fascination,
Under the milky way tonight.

Lower the curtain down in memphis,
Lower the curtain down all right.
I got no time for private consultation,
Under the milky way tonight.

Wish I knew what you were looking for.
Might have known...
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How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears...
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EDIT! I changed the pink....see ALLLL the way at the bottom. lol

Ok, a quick blog before I leave the house.
So I decided I wanted to dye my hair like an auburn color. Instead, I look like Strawberry Shortcake. It's more pink than anything, and it's already lighter this morning than it was last night. I don't think it's working for me. I need...
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OMG!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just had the BEST re-birthday ever! LoL My Parents came home tonight, my boy and I surprised them with some homemade pizza....oops...I forgot to take pics of that. They brought home bread and cookies and all of our favorite New Jersey foods and we ate WAY too much. I am full and the ulcer is killing BUT I have some new presents!...
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Wednesday morning....it rained all night but the sun is breaking through. Sitting on my bed, my morning ritual in full effect....cappucinno, "Charmed", computer on my lap...answering emails, playing on Facebook.

I might go take a look at a few dresses later for that wedding...my Mother doesn't approve of the dress. Not because of the boobs lol. She says it's 'too summery'...you know, I grew up...
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Zombieland was sooooooo AWESOME! I LOVED it! It was hilarious. I mean, what is better than a funny, yet scary-ish movie?! I had to close my eyes a few times because the bloody stuff skeeves me out...but I was pretty proud of myself for handling most of it. hahaha And I laughed out loud quite a few times. Bill Murray is awesome, and I love...
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Don't know what to do today. It's 62 degrees, I just googled it. Wow. Going to be 77 though. I think I will get my lazy bum out of bed and make some french toast. Then maybe I'll take the boy to see Zombieland as per a recommendation.

A friend of mine hasn't been around this weekend and I am sooooo bored! I miss our...
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Yesterday was the first day of Fall. It felt like it when I left the house in the morning, but then it got warm outside. This is when I start to miss NYC most. I am glad for Fall though. It is just so beautiful.
I have a new addiction. Dancing with the Stars. I want to dance. I think it goes along with my...
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I am SO into this song right now...I have listened to it 100 times this morning....it's just so catchy or something, IDK.