Let's see now... These days, I'm just not giving a fuck about things going on in my life.. It's weird. normally i'd be livid regarding last minute work projects that need to be done at day's end.... Or essays regarding contrived views on the miscellaneous or controversial topics.... or even the feminine nonsense ranting of my coworkers.
maybe cause i know i'll be gone in a couple of weeks to get "away" i'm like this. i really don't know.
kinda wish i was going elsewhere than my already planned destination. i had realized today that I'll be subjected to childish antics and immaturity. Oh, not to mention the ploy to get me to attend religious services.. (Religion and i aren't all that compatible at all. i've got a story behind that, but that's for another time).
Eh, what can you do than the obvious? i can block my friend out as best as possible and pretend that i don't hear what she's saying. Maybe at this point, all the fucking stress and grief had just melted away or just numbed to everything else around me. All that i can do, is just wait for my 2 weeks arrive.
maybe cause i know i'll be gone in a couple of weeks to get "away" i'm like this. i really don't know.
kinda wish i was going elsewhere than my already planned destination. i had realized today that I'll be subjected to childish antics and immaturity. Oh, not to mention the ploy to get me to attend religious services.. (Religion and i aren't all that compatible at all. i've got a story behind that, but that's for another time).
Eh, what can you do than the obvious? i can block my friend out as best as possible and pretend that i don't hear what she's saying. Maybe at this point, all the fucking stress and grief had just melted away or just numbed to everything else around me. All that i can do, is just wait for my 2 weeks arrive.
Did you have a bad day? I hope not, but if you did, you know I'm here.
I'll find you later babe.