Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

farrah

Hellsville, ONTARIO

Member Since 2005

Followers 223 Following 158

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday Sep 24, 2009

Sep 24, 2009
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I give up with him.

He came over two nights ago and while it was so so so nice curling up and making out with him all night, he had to actually leave the room twice because he was getting too worked up and I didn't want to go down that road yet....yes, lots of information.

Yesterday he was flaky in his texts and on the phone, then became downright rude to me around 8 pm.

I went to check out some Boxer puppies, because I feel at least a dog won't cheat on me and I can over look the peeing on the carpet thing...

So he was a complete ass, then called around 11:30 pm to apologize.

I was like, "Yeah. Unhuh. Okay. Thanks."

Hung up, and thought about it for a few minutes, then sent a text telling him that he successfully made me feel like shit, yet again. That if he'd just speak to me like a human being from the start he wouldn't have to apologize, and actually, how about he not speak to me at all. That he is clearly still hung up on his ex Alli, and until he figures his shit out, goodbye."

He simply replied with "Goodbye"

I did have to send one last text (because I'm like that....fuck).

It just said, "I doubt I'll be hearing from you, so good luck in Russia." - - he's competing in the World Raw Powerlifting competition Oct 2nd....yes, he uses lots and lots of steroids.

So. That's it. Didn't hear back from him....contemplating changing my number just so I won't wonder or hope to hear from him.

The messed up thing is that had he told me last night that he did, indeed, want to try again with us, I would have fucking said yes. Why? GUUUUUH!!!!

Anyway, going back to work....possibly going to buy a puppy....despite my parents discouragement in doing so. I want to be tied down. I want to take care of something. I want unconditional love and puppy kisses.

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
ilyaxous:
If it were simple and straight and predictable, would your relationship with him not be boring as hell?

Which isn't to say that erratic and dramatic should be excused, but when you care so much, youre naturally going to be very sensitive. No?

Boxers can be so happy/hyper/smart. Good Luck!
Oct 26, 2009
honeybadger:
uhhhh you are back?!?! hooray!!!!
<----deanmoriarty by the way
Oct 3, 2013

More Blogs

  • 09.24.09
    6

    Thursday Sep 24, 2009

    I give up with him. He came over two nights ago and while it was s…
  • 09.21.09
    6

    Monday Sep 21, 2009

    GAAAAAAH!!!! I need to vent. I tried writing all this in my journ…
  • 09.10.09
    9

    Thursday Sep 10, 2009

    What the?!?! I was checking my junk mail this afternoon and the …
  • 06.11.08
    9

    Wednesday Jun 11, 2008

    i'm in the finals for goodlife idol. here's more information than i …
  • 05.11.08
    5

    Sunday May 11, 2008

    i am obsessed with this band, more specifically this track: http://w…
  • 04.12.08
    8

    Saturday Apr 12, 2008

    i have done nothing, not one thing today, and it's been awesome. my …
  • 04.08.08
    2

    Tuesday Apr 08, 2008

    i see you at the bar and a man come on the radio he's telling me over…
  • 03.30.08
    11

    Sunday Mar 30, 2008

    The Ass Man Cometh (a first draft) After being good friends for abo…
  • 03.09.08
    6

    Sunday Mar 09, 2008

    50 cms of snow in the last 36 hours. Remind me again why I live i…
  • 01.14.08
    7

    Monday Jan 14, 2008

    Woah man. Today was one of those unexpectedly debaucherous kind …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
6
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,589 SuicideGirls
  • 1,128,455 followers
  • 14,900,558 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,339,352 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo