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farhaad

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Monday Feb 13, 2006

Feb 13, 2006
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-I cant explain the way I'm feeling. Well..maybe I can. I guess you can say I'm 'Jonesing'. This tough guy image I got is soooooooo out the window..I cant even believe I've been thinking about this so much..haha. I had a discussion with my best friend and he pretty much let me know his opinion on my situation. I agree with everything he said, but there's something about this that makes me want to take this giant risk...but I'm so indecisive. I'm afraid to make up my mind.
frown Edit: I wish I could tell yall..but I dont want everyone reading this..aim is a different story though.

-Other news. I went out on friday night and didnt have a crazy anxiety attack. In fact I was anxiety free for a majority of the night. I had to compose myself when we went to a restaurant though..kinda embarassing..haha. But I went in and shit, sat down..talked all that. But I didnt eat. Still cant do that. But I woke up saturday and felt nauseous..woke up sunday, and felt nauseous, woke up today..still kinda nauseous. I think my anxiety is trying to fight me? maybe? or It's a serious medical problem, and I'm gonna die..haha. It's one of those.

-I think I've seen everything there is to see on this site.. whatever
spydah:
bruh, i know how you feel , when i get that way i just wanna hit somebody for reason that i cant explain ( i never do actually hit anyone) but i cant eat and i just wanna lock myself up in a room . but whatever you do, dont leave the site, im sure there are more girls to drool over in the near future. if you do decide to leave holla ta ya boy, email or somethin.

yeah i have to pay per month for the pc game
Feb 13, 2006
ghost_dance:
http://www.turntablelab.com/vinyl/217/675/11421.html

you seen this yet?
Feb 15, 2006

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