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I'm really starting to get sick of drinking. Well...not drinking in general, but rather getting drunk 4 nights a week and waking up with a pounding skull 4 mornings a week. I'm trying to cut down to Friday and Saturday, but my asshole roomates always convince me to go down to Brothers on Thursday for Dollar Long Islands. I feel like such a tool because...
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jeribelle:
the bar scene usually gets old that fast for anyone with half a brain.

the drinking alone in your bedroom with 7 empty bottles of JD under your bed, now, that never gets old!
rude_ruca:
Man! Dollar long islands? No wonder! Honey, I'd have been in the same boat! It's actually really good that you are coming to this place in your life, y'know, wanting to throw the partying by the wayside for a bit while you get focused. I know some 28 year olds who are still in party mode, and are going no where. You are cetainly NOT lame for wanting to take a break. It's healthy. And as far as figuring out waht you want to do, really just taking the very basic things that youa re good at can help you decide waht you want to do for the rest of your life. For me, writing has always been easy, hence my fantasy to become a writer. It'll come to you, just STAY focused! wink kiss biggrin
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Hey everyone, look at me! I'm updating my journal!

Listen to Damien Rice, he's so fucking dandy.

I sprained my ankle playing basketball. It really fucking hurts.

I say fuck a lot.

Fuck.

This message was brought to you by Herpes and the letter W, with a grant from the KKK...they took my baby away.
jitterbug:
Im sorry you hurt your Fucking ankle wink
jen:
Thanks, I think I like the colour pink a little too much. wink
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I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not...
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jitterbug:
I agree, they don't.
rude_ruca:
'ello....thank you for the comment, btw wink
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Today is my birthday

I haven't gotten any presents.

I have an eight hour class tonight, so no partying.

My mom is the only one that called to wish me a happy birthday.

I think a hot woman should be naked in my bed when I get home from class.

Wishful thinking never got anyone anywhere.

22 is such a boring age.

God I'm hungry.
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heartlikeagun:
happy birthday again biggrin
cherryb0mb:
aww, i hope you're having a better day today maybe? let yourself have a little fun.
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Overhead the albatross hangs motionless upon the air
And deep beneath the rolling waves in labyrinths of coral caves
The echo of a distant tide
Comes willowing across the sand
And everything is green and submarine
And no one showed us to the land
And no one knows the wheres or whys
But something stares and
Something tries
And starts to climb towards the light...
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clydeftones:
happy birthday fucka
heartlikeagun:
happy birthday biggrin
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I've never felt dumber in my life, and it's for a really stupid reason.

I've been playing guitar more recently, it's nice to get back into it.

Life continues.
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heartlikeagun:
yes sir you are indeed retarded
clydeftones:
should i send you memos on these things from now on?
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I made this a week or two ago, but figured I'd post it here:

TOP 10 ALBUMS OF 2004
Clann Zu - Black Coats & Bandages
Isis - Panopticon
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum Of Natural History
The Secret - Luce
U2 - How To Dismantle And Atomic Bomb
Shadows Fall - The War Within
Converge - You Fail Me
God Forbid - Gone Forever
Secret Machines...
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fairygrlz:
I am glad you enjoyed my set...thanks for the love! kiss
fairygrlz:
You make me blush.... blush
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I've been listening to Sigur Ros nonstop lately. But you don't care about that.
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I just found out I get to go the motherfucking PACKERS GAME on Sunday. Anyone who has ever lived in Wisconsin knows how hard it is to get tickets to a Packers game, ESPECIALLY a playoff game against the god damned VIKINGS. As you can probably tell by the caps, I'm pretty damn excited, I've never been to a Packers game, and what better way...
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clydeftones:
for someone who has been interwebbing it up for a long ass time, im impresed you didnt figure out how to edit your journal entry.
farewellnote:
yay, I just figured it out, I'm S-M-R-T smart.

But I'm not gonna edit that one, or none of this would make sense, and I like having comments, so I'm not gonna delete them.