Monday Apr 25, 2005

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I'm really starting to get sick of drinking. Well...not drinking in general, but rather getting drunk 4 nights a week and waking up with a pounding skull 4 mornings a week. I'm trying to cut down to Friday and Saturday, but my asshole roomates always convince me to go down to Brothers on Thursday for Dollar Long Islands. I feel like such a tool because I'm only 22, and I've only been 'legal' for a year, but the bar scene is really starting to get old. And I'm starting to feel like if I don't decide on a career path soon (I'm in school, but still am aimless as far as what I really want to do) I'm gonna be screwed for life.

I'm falling apart. And I need to lose weight while I'm still able to before my metabolism takes a shit. Bleh.
jeribelle:
the bar scene usually gets old that fast for anyone with half a brain.

the drinking alone in your bedroom with 7 empty bottles of JD under your bed, now, that never gets old!
rude_ruca:
Man! Dollar long islands? No wonder! Honey, I'd have been in the same boat! It's actually really good that you are coming to this place in your life, y'know, wanting to throw the partying by the wayside for a bit while you get focused. I know some 28 year olds who are still in party mode, and are going no where. You are cetainly NOT lame for wanting to take a break. It's healthy. And as far as figuring out waht you want to do, really just taking the very basic things that youa re good at can help you decide waht you want to do for the rest of your life. For me, writing has always been easy, hence my fantasy to become a writer. It'll come to you, just STAY focused! wink kiss biggrin

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