farceprophet

"there were no truer words than when spoken, let that stand as it should, there was nothing left when broken, we grab anything when we fall...............
Promises are shit,
We speak the way we breathe,
Present air will have to do,
Rearrange and see it through......"
-ian m.-

nothing new really, except i need to sever some ties with some friends that are not understanding of anything i am going through and who refuse to let the past stay in the past. i can't promise these people that i will be okay and i can't promise them that i will be in any harm. they need to just realize that i am who i am and i just need someone there to be my support. oh well. still no sugar tonight in my coffee , and still no sugar tonight in my tea.........which basically means no snuggling for me. i don't want just fun anymore......that's the only women i meet anymore......the ones who just want a good time. i am tired of just being used for one night. i want someone who will stay the whole night and put their arm around me.....it doesn't have to be serious, but damn i just want someone who will show some sort of emotion. i am not going to hurt anyone, nor do i plan on getting hurt. there doesn't have to be a rush of feelings between 2 people for them to be next to each other. well now i am starting to ramble so i will stop, but someone please explain this phenomenon to me please. -jason-