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Whats up with the cold weather ?

Dammitt !! I am so ready for this long hideous and miserable winter to be over.....

I was wondering today about past lives.

I must have had a great past life, because this life is so unsatisfactory.

I can't help but feel continuously that I am only second best. That feeling is constantly reinforced by several people in my life. I want to be at least one persons number one before I die. At least I am young and perhaps Death will wait to claim me. I may have time yet to be somebodies number one. Maybe that's why I get the urge to have a baby. I would be a babies number one for a little while at least, and I would have something else to nurture.

I have entirely too much energy in me
It wastes away
like my brain looking at this computer screen.

I have so many imaginary conversations with other people, that when I am around real people I forget to talk.

Most of the conversations are really boring..........

much like this post....