No one reads this but i feel i must vent!
So moving to orlando might have been another one of those things i liked to refer to as.... Big MISTAKE
It sucks here, i dont know why i felt the need to move back. I moved with the intentions of finding a real job, but at the rate im going i could have just stayed in wisconsin and done what im doing now. It sucks! I work at outback steakhouse just to pay the bills and it sucks. I work with old fat people who are lazy... or whores..... or they are trying to hit on my girlfriend. Speaking of! she is having a harder time with this than me. Right before we moved down here, her father passed away. and when i say right before, i mean the DAY before. He had cancer, and had been fighting for a years, but his time finally came. It was good that we were stil there when it happend, and not when we where already here. And at first it was very hard moving here. All me and herhave is each other. We have no friends. We dont do anything but spend all our time with each other. The few friends i do have left here are far to busy to take time to go out and have a beer. And its all taken a big toll on us. She misses her friends, her mom, her sister. I miss being able to just go out with the guys and be a jackass.... Im trying sooo hard to find a job but its been no use. I feel like a falure and i dunno what to do next. I havent only broughten myself down, now i have taken her down with me.
The only glimmer of hope is this one place back in wisconsin. I have talked to the production manager there. He said they might be hiring someone new to come help them, but its nothing or sure. If i DID get a job with this place. It would mean the worl to not only me but to my girl. We would be back "home" we would have our true friends, we would have our family, we would have everything we wanted. but it seems at times to good to be true and who knows what will happen with this company. all i can do is hope and keep my fingers crossed.
So moving to orlando might have been another one of those things i liked to refer to as.... Big MISTAKE
It sucks here, i dont know why i felt the need to move back. I moved with the intentions of finding a real job, but at the rate im going i could have just stayed in wisconsin and done what im doing now. It sucks! I work at outback steakhouse just to pay the bills and it sucks. I work with old fat people who are lazy... or whores..... or they are trying to hit on my girlfriend. Speaking of! she is having a harder time with this than me. Right before we moved down here, her father passed away. and when i say right before, i mean the DAY before. He had cancer, and had been fighting for a years, but his time finally came. It was good that we were stil there when it happend, and not when we where already here. And at first it was very hard moving here. All me and herhave is each other. We have no friends. We dont do anything but spend all our time with each other. The few friends i do have left here are far to busy to take time to go out and have a beer. And its all taken a big toll on us. She misses her friends, her mom, her sister. I miss being able to just go out with the guys and be a jackass.... Im trying sooo hard to find a job but its been no use. I feel like a falure and i dunno what to do next. I havent only broughten myself down, now i have taken her down with me.
The only glimmer of hope is this one place back in wisconsin. I have talked to the production manager there. He said they might be hiring someone new to come help them, but its nothing or sure. If i DID get a job with this place. It would mean the worl to not only me but to my girl. We would be back "home" we would have our true friends, we would have our family, we would have everything we wanted. but it seems at times to good to be true and who knows what will happen with this company. all i can do is hope and keep my fingers crossed.