fallingvictim

i went outside to play yesterday,
my emotions for you frooze.
Click, click, click the sound resounded in my ear,
as i walked through the movie-like forest.
i find peace here, noone can find me!
all i could think of was the beauty that was before me.

i went outside this morning and
my yesterday frooze for you.
i miss the things i never wanted.
a rush back to comfort,
a jolt of hot liquid rushing down my throat.
the memory of you resinating through and through.

i must learn to trust again,
i must learn to love again,
i must survive!
i will survive!