fallfromgrace

I really hate being confused. and not knowing what to do. I hate wondering if I've made the wrong decisions, the sting in the back of your mind that makes you question everything that has stemmed from a certain decision you're unsure about.

I wish I had more foresight.

But things are far from hopeless, I don't want to give that impression. there's plenty to be thankful for, and plenty to be happy about. Things will be just fine for me, and I've got an entire lifetime left to make up for anything I think I've missed out on. What I've missed out on, or passed by, I still want, but maybe I'll be able to find it again someday.