fallfromgrace

Part of what sucks about the changes I've undergone is that I'm too the point where I think I'm gonna leave some damage in my wake to take the next step in my personal evolution.

I don't like it.

When you're learning something new, mistakes are inevitable. I'm learning flair bartending, for example. I drop bottles all the time. They rarely break, I hardly ever spill when I do drop. Its the process of learning.

But one happens when something you are learning is people oriented?

But I'm selfish. I need this. I can't avoid messing something or someone up sometimes, despite my best efforts to conduct myself with grace and tact.

My belief now is that honesty will be more important for me now than ever, and the only way to hold fast to my integrity is to be upfront with people.