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Mediation Part 2 : Real life sucidal girl Jessica- Lotus

Helping sucidal girls are the most hardest. ....................................................................................................................................they have strong spirits......................................................................... very admirable yet sad

Journal : Part I Real life 17yr Sucidal Girl Jessica - Lotus
Jessica who lives in a bad neighborhood, drug and violence, yet she is righteous, brave, and just. Withstanding the tempatations of sex, loniless, poverty, sometimes manipulation and even death she manage to survive without anyone, os is it without any many friends, then again just a few.

Jessica, who lives with a single...
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Journal/ Mediation : Understanding the power of loving

Love so far I can define it as caring and affection, an addition onw there is kindness. To love someone you don't want to love yet if you don't love her she will be sucidal or go into the prostitution or selling drugs?
A great compassion and wisdom revealed to both of us. Now the next challenge...
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Journal/ Mediation : When someone ask you do you love her, what does that mean?

What does love mean? If love means do you care for her or do you have affection for her, if that is what love means, then yes I love her. I love everyone and the world. But the meaning of love in general, people put in image on it, that...
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2nd day of the new year.

I feel very uneasy and uncomfortable. Yet strong. I know I should be able to make it about a week....... carry on.

Happy New Year . 2012 new year resolution - survive.

I'm changing........................ A little innocent devil I am becoming............... the gothic influences is getting to me.

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Dear SG,

Merry Christmas

I am starting to understand the love in free wild side ---- compassion.........

I am starting to understand, why the sun told me to do nothing. The nature I possess is very dark, ............ when I look at the young girls staring at me... they saw something they like.............. they told me it was twilight.

A vampire made hero like. ................. And now mediating .............
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Journal/ mediation


A new year is dawning, which I call it the most intense year of all. A greatest negative energy before we hit to the golden age, 2012, with complete positive energy. What does this mean, I don't know? It is said that children who were born in 80s-90s, 1 out of 4 are wanderers, indigos, star children. I regard myself as one of...
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