Missery loves company...So why am I still here alone...
Every day I push myself beyond what my life ever should sucumb to. One person in my life helps me develop my thoughts and realize for whome I am doing this for. She is the only reason I allow myself to be punished physically and mentally. Soon enough I will find her by my side in california, but untill that day (december 17th is when I leave weather fairing) all I can do is wait. I have never felt so alone as I feel right now. Sad classical music in the background I'm certain does not help develop this thought pattern, but alas life still becons me forward on this quest.
Today is the moment of truth. I go into court over the ticket involving 43mph in a 25. Long story short, the officer was waiting at the end of my driveway on a street which was once 45, but due to construction beyond my house speeds were reduced to 25mph. It was 1:00a.m. and I was not thinking of that, only that I needed to be to work shortly after arriving at home from my first job.
Music of Choice: Zoe Keating
Every day I push myself beyond what my life ever should sucumb to. One person in my life helps me develop my thoughts and realize for whome I am doing this for. She is the only reason I allow myself to be punished physically and mentally. Soon enough I will find her by my side in california, but untill that day (december 17th is when I leave weather fairing) all I can do is wait. I have never felt so alone as I feel right now. Sad classical music in the background I'm certain does not help develop this thought pattern, but alas life still becons me forward on this quest.
Today is the moment of truth. I go into court over the ticket involving 43mph in a 25. Long story short, the officer was waiting at the end of my driveway on a street which was once 45, but due to construction beyond my house speeds were reduced to 25mph. It was 1:00a.m. and I was not thinking of that, only that I needed to be to work shortly after arriving at home from my first job.
Music of Choice: Zoe Keating