fallenshadows

This is my first blog. Let me tell you that I will spend more time complaining on these than any other thing.
Alittle background, I work two jobs at 60 hours a week to keep my life alive. I also have 13 credits in hopes that I will one day have a job that won't require 60 hours just to be able to wake up the next day.
Back on track. My first job I went in and the place wasn't thrashed, but didn't look great. I started working on stuff. BAM I get slamed. ( I was dishes at a bar and grill) My day ends with still working when my manager is closeing the place down and I am still working and she sits and watches me. Never had any help, yet the owner has hired 25 some odd new employees for every other possition. What a mess, but what was to come at my second job definatly made that seem like the best job in the world. I get in, there are packages all through the tracks, none are missloads. (I am a packagehandler at FedEx) I sort them out and go shit. My second truck is the busiest and was already half full. This week it is a temporary driver, his truck is 3/4 the size. I usually can't walk in the full size truck, how do I fill one that is smaller and already half way full???? I start the day off, about half way through the belt is just package butt to butt, I'm like what the fuck?? (Packages come down on a convayer belt) I look at the packages half of them are for the guy up the belt. I'm like ok maybe he just sliped for a second. I start tossing his boxes in the reload cart. I end up getting more than like 250 of his boxes. All I get is, oh sorry that won't happen again from management. I get towards the end and Jamie comes up and is like, you must have been slammed saturday, make sure you load that second truck better next time and lip load blah blah blah. I'm like whatever. How saturday went was we had a breakfest for good job, well I didn't see it because at 8:30 I was still loading. At 7:30 everyone, but me was eating breakfest, you do the math. So to hear that I fucked up when I spent an extra hour loading the trucks definatly erks me. To top it off I am down on the side of the truck and the second driver starts talking shit about me not knowing I'm there. I didn't say anything because I figure I will wait untill I am not beyond angry. But my first drive just looked at me with the look of omg and shook his head. Some of the drivers completely understand I have the worst pull in the place, Most do not. I am at the delema of not knowing what I should do about it. I woke up during my inbetween jobs nap with a start at the thought of how upset I am, I can't sleep anymore...I lost sleep over a stupid job...wtf...