fallenglory

alright. so i just paid my cell phone bill so that i'd have some way to keep in touch with you people. today i called my loan company to have them repo my car cause i just can't pay for it... and cancelled my insurance. i'm going to be evicted from my apartment and i'm looking for a nanny position up in jersey and a place to live. i'm holding on to the little bit of money i have left to pay for moving and security, but i need a job.

also, whenever the cable is shut off, i obviously won't be online cause i won't have internet access..

for those that i didn't talk to yet, here's the deal. i was supposed to go back to work on the 25th... i was on my way when i realized it wasn't even worth it. i would be paying for childcare to work a job that would not do anything for me since my hours got cut and the pay is shit. i really need to go back to jersey where i'm closer to people that are there for me and have that emotional support that everyone needs in their life at some point. my time is now.

i've accepted defeat and lost everything except for finn. i'm not sure how everything is going to pan out, but it just has to. i'm still putting my resume out everywhere and applying to places here and in nj to see whatever comes first. in the meantime.. i'm waiting to be evicted.

for those that don't have it.. here's my cell in case i'm not here at any given moment... 201-693-2797