fallenangel8183

I'm getting really down lately. I got into a car accident on Friday night and my car was demolished. I am also out of my softball league for the summer because of the damage done to my left leg in the accident. To top it all off, when I got out of the ER and had a chance to get to the lot that my car was towed to, the guys that worked there stole anything and everything that was left after the accident out of my car. I contacted the police about it, and they basically told me that it is my word against theirs. I have to have proof that those things were in my car before the accident, which is impossible. So, basically I am left with nothing. I can't really walk, I can't play sports, I have no car, and all my valuables are now in the hands of some asshole truck drivers. I can't even begin to mention half of the shit that was taken from my car. It was bad enough that I had this accident, but then people have to make my life a living hell by stealing anything they can from me. I had everything worth any type of money in the trunk of my car because my ex boyfriend kept breaking into my house. I just got my car back 2 weeks ago after putting thousands into it to put in a new alarm system and get all new tires, etc..because my ex fucked up my car while I was sleeping. Soooo after paying all this money to get my car fixed, it's now totalled. So here I am, no car, can't walk, my laptop just shit the bed and my ex messed up all my accounts online......using my dad's damn computer....shit just sucks. My birthday is coming up...and I keep thinking to myself, can things get any worse? I had tickets to go to Ozzfest on Tuesday..which I can't do now because I have no car...even if I did have a car, I can't walk on my leg and i'm using a cane to take the weight off of it. They think that my left leg may need surgery (yeah things are just getting better every day). So all in all.....my life right now sucks in every way possible. The one thing I am grateful for is to be alive. My car was totalled, but at least I made it out of the wreck. My airbags never went off, but the doctor told me that was good on my part because I didn't have my seatbelt on (yes stupid) and it would have broken my ribs or my neck because I was bouncing around the car like a rag doll. The guy that hit me was at fault, but I will only get book value for my car......I guess I have nothing else to say besides I feel like my life just did a complete 360. At this point, my ex boyfriend from 3 years ago has nothing of mine he can fuck up..because there is nothing. If he wants to come after me, he has free reign because I can hardly walk or defend myself.

"Lose Everything And What Is Real Will Still Remain."