falinger

So obviously a bad day yesterday. Didn't get any better as the night progressed. Couldn't sleep, etc...

Woke up bad, and the day got worse from there. I was driving to work with two jackasses in celica's racing, break checking eachother, etc... and the whole time I'm just wondering how much of the impact my shocks would feel if I ran over one of them and put an end to their annoying behavior...

Let me mention at this point just how long of a drive it is at 5am...

So I'm feeling depressed, annoyed, knowing the day of work ahead of me is going to be just as bad as the day before, and I start getting even more annoyed, but at myself this time, cause there's not much I hate more then whinny-ass people feeling sorry for themselves. If you got a beef, fine, get it out, say what you gotta say and be done with it. Living with regret and self-pity isn't really worth it in my opinion. But anyway... Now I'm not only feeling depressed and annoyed, self-lothing....

Just then a gnat hits my window, just not hard enough to kill it instantly. Now call me a sick bastard, but that made me happy. Not at the insects death, but at my own situation and the instant realization that shit could be worse.