i haven't been much able to post, lately, cos life's been on hold.
waiting.
for my company to almost, but not quite, self destruct, leaving me waiting an extra week+ for my paycheck.
for said paycheck to clear, so i can get my ticket to visit victoria
for any sign, or glimpse of of hope, a direction to go, that might get me close to the girl i adore sometime BEFORE my heart explodes.
i went to the first barbeque of the year last night, and had lots to drink, and apparently some not so safe ground beef in hamburger form. so i'm not feeling the best today. i haven't
sober since......
shit, i can't even remember. i think it was in grade school.
i was out in the suburbs yestrerday getting fitted for my tux, for my friends wedding, and then there was discussing of the bachelor party at the barbeque. :yarf: when did marriage become this bloated event that takes a year and a half to plan? and, if you're so bummed about spending the rest of your life with one woman that you need a night of drunkenness and strippers to rationalize it, then why do it?
not that i think that's the rationale everyone uses. i think most guys do it because it's tradition. some things should just be reinvestigated as to why you are actually doing them. i think marriage is a great idea, don't get me wrong, i just don't think we need to have a national average of spending $30,000 on a wedding.
or maybe i've just seen too many of them too close up in the last year; everyone i know has gotten married. EVERYONE.
waiting.
for my company to almost, but not quite, self destruct, leaving me waiting an extra week+ for my paycheck.
for said paycheck to clear, so i can get my ticket to visit victoria
for any sign, or glimpse of of hope, a direction to go, that might get me close to the girl i adore sometime BEFORE my heart explodes.
i went to the first barbeque of the year last night, and had lots to drink, and apparently some not so safe ground beef in hamburger form. so i'm not feeling the best today. i haven't
sober since......
shit, i can't even remember. i think it was in grade school.
i was out in the suburbs yestrerday getting fitted for my tux, for my friends wedding, and then there was discussing of the bachelor party at the barbeque. :yarf: when did marriage become this bloated event that takes a year and a half to plan? and, if you're so bummed about spending the rest of your life with one woman that you need a night of drunkenness and strippers to rationalize it, then why do it?
not that i think that's the rationale everyone uses. i think most guys do it because it's tradition. some things should just be reinvestigated as to why you are actually doing them. i think marriage is a great idea, don't get me wrong, i just don't think we need to have a national average of spending $30,000 on a wedding.
or maybe i've just seen too many of them too close up in the last year; everyone i know has gotten married. EVERYONE.
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