my last post was just a summary, so people would know wtf i'm talking about when i ramble on and on.
all i really want to talk about anymore is the inSanely adorable, sexy, funny, smart, cool, amazing red-haired girl that i got to be with this weekend. i was soooo nervous when i saw her in the airport, and the whole ride back, apparently for no reason at all, cos she's ok with my being all fucktarded.
so, yeah, we didn't spend much time with other people thursday, cos.... well after we kissed i couldn't think, and was probably pretty useless to other people. so friday we stayed away from everybody, and watrched silly movies and read to each other, and watched more silly movies, and had lots of cuddling, which was the best of all. and lots of looking at each other all funny. which kinda makes me feel all retarded, especially when she says all this really sweet stuff about me that can't possibly be true, but i smiled and gave her kisses anyway. then we realized we didn't eat at all, and tried to go be nice to the roommate and the rest of the world, but we gave up real quick, and went back to hibernating.
then saturday we decided to go try to be social again... and despite the world's worst attempt to keep us from going places, we managed to get on the road, and i told her all these retarded stories, and rambled about nothing at all.. and generally scared her with my driving
especially when i looked at her and kinda forgot that we were even moving.
and then we got to madison, but kinda wanted to be back by ourselves again, cos nobody's as cool as ophelia (at least for my part, she was just kinda quiet and looked kinda sad, and i didn't want her to be sad, so.. yeah, sorry neil). so we started driving home again, and i scared her lots more (sorry). and then there was me being all unfit for public consumption, cos i was to crazy for the girl.
once i stopped being so scary, there was lots of us saying all this scary stuff to each other, but we got home and hugged lots, so i felt better. then she said all these beautiful things and i just couldn't believe that she could be so damn perfect. really. she's the sweetest, and the coolest, and i can't even function around her.
sunday we got up and made sushi, and talked and giggled, and generally made the roommate and his g/f real nervous.
then The Cutest Girl In The World got real sick from all the crazy american food, and stuff, and somehow still looked adorable, but i felt real bad. then we drove to the airport and talked more, and she made me all woozy, saying all this stuff that sounded kinda like she liked me, and i think i managed to not sit there going "iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou" cos i hear that comes across real creepy and stuff, but i think i still said lots of mushy stuff about how i'm all hers and she can do whatever she wants with me, and i think that was ok with her.
then there was this evil building looming up in front of us, and everything was all messy, and with a kiss or twelve she was gone. so i had to drive home, and try not to rip off the steering wheel cos goodbyes are real sad.
all i really want to talk about anymore is the inSanely adorable, sexy, funny, smart, cool, amazing red-haired girl that i got to be with this weekend. i was soooo nervous when i saw her in the airport, and the whole ride back, apparently for no reason at all, cos she's ok with my being all fucktarded.
so, yeah, we didn't spend much time with other people thursday, cos.... well after we kissed i couldn't think, and was probably pretty useless to other people. so friday we stayed away from everybody, and watrched silly movies and read to each other, and watched more silly movies, and had lots of cuddling, which was the best of all. and lots of looking at each other all funny. which kinda makes me feel all retarded, especially when she says all this really sweet stuff about me that can't possibly be true, but i smiled and gave her kisses anyway. then we realized we didn't eat at all, and tried to go be nice to the roommate and the rest of the world, but we gave up real quick, and went back to hibernating.
then saturday we decided to go try to be social again... and despite the world's worst attempt to keep us from going places, we managed to get on the road, and i told her all these retarded stories, and rambled about nothing at all.. and generally scared her with my driving
especially when i looked at her and kinda forgot that we were even moving.
and then we got to madison, but kinda wanted to be back by ourselves again, cos nobody's as cool as ophelia (at least for my part, she was just kinda quiet and looked kinda sad, and i didn't want her to be sad, so.. yeah, sorry neil). so we started driving home again, and i scared her lots more (sorry). and then there was me being all unfit for public consumption, cos i was to crazy for the girl.
once i stopped being so scary, there was lots of us saying all this scary stuff to each other, but we got home and hugged lots, so i felt better. then she said all these beautiful things and i just couldn't believe that she could be so damn perfect. really. she's the sweetest, and the coolest, and i can't even function around her.
sunday we got up and made sushi, and talked and giggled, and generally made the roommate and his g/f real nervous.
then The Cutest Girl In The World got real sick from all the crazy american food, and stuff, and somehow still looked adorable, but i felt real bad. then we drove to the airport and talked more, and she made me all woozy, saying all this stuff that sounded kinda like she liked me, and i think i managed to not sit there going "iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou" cos i hear that comes across real creepy and stuff, but i think i still said lots of mushy stuff about how i'm all hers and she can do whatever she wants with me, and i think that was ok with her.
then there was this evil building looming up in front of us, and everything was all messy, and with a kiss or twelve she was gone. so i had to drive home, and try not to rip off the steering wheel cos goodbyes are real sad.
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thephantomvi:
You're such a sweetheart. She better come back down soon to keep you company during the Great Chicago Thaw. Then you two can walk the sidewalks of the city and see all the neat things that have been covered in ice since November. Seriously, it'll be romantic.
runelateralus:
That is such a nice thing to hear. I hope you guys get to spend some time together again!