faithknot

Damn it!!

I'm a little sick. I havent been sick since bootcamp 5 yrs ago. urrrrr

Oh well. I'm going to Portland this weekend to see some family and my friend/brother Jeremy who was in Australia for the past 8 months.

I'm exciterd to hear what stories he has considering all the sea stories ive told him.

I was a pretty CRAZY party last night at my buddy was throwing. There was a live band and everything. Pretty awesome.

Later on towards the end of the night a 40yr old women who just got out of prison 2 weeks ago was hitting on me. I don't know if thats a compliment or not. HA!

Also, she didn't believe that I was a...
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Today I broke up w/ my psychiatrist. She said I had commitment issues. HA maybe she's right!

But on a serious note, she did close out my case today and I plan on reading it next week to see what exactly is in MY CASE....hmmmm...

And i have yet to get new pics of me and my new bullring.....hopefully soon.

Well, last night was the first tim ei brought a woman home from the bar. Damn, did she want to fuck, but we didn't. Well because I didn't have any protection and also I didn't find her that attractive, although I did get head from her...
I also got her off so it was a fair deal. But she was extremely presistant. When we kissed,...
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WOOHOO!! Only 346 days left in the Navy!!
That alone sjould put in a good mood but as much I am looking forward to moving on, it's also scary. The Navy is the only thing I've had in my life as a constant for over 5 yrs now. My parents have never even been in my life that long. I'm used to being alone but...
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Well, I was just told today that my counselor is going to close my case because she got a promotion. That's wonderful for her but now what....

I had a date planned for today also but she cancelled because her horse got sick and she'll be taking take of it all night. That's sad that her horse is sick but I wouldve been willing to...
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I just got back from Denver today.
I was there to visit family, well.... not my family, but the closest thing I have to family.
My whole life I've been a "friend of the family" to my good friends.
It's a shame I'm not apart of my own family.
My mother says I am, but I feel so far from it since I'm the only...
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Here's an essay on The Meaning of Life I wrote:

The universal questions of life that I have always found entertaining are: tattoos or piercings, paper or plastic, Ginger or Mary-Ann? Or better yet, love or money, half empty or half full, optimistic or pessimistic? What is the meaning of life? From the movies to philosophy class at an Ivy League School, the same question...
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Well, I went to Seattle last night and partied it up. I envited this women to join and she was going to meet me there. I was dissapointed when halfway throught the night she called to say that she wasnt going to make it.
I know shit happens, and that's kool, but it still feels like I was blown off which hurts.
Oh well.....

Well I'm not sure what to put in a journal. How honest should I be? Makes me wonder if I should behave any different on here than I am in person. Lies are actually quite interesting, because in all honesty, every lie is a half truth...