Friday Oct 29, 2004

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I'm getting ready to go to a Halloween party. Ive go tmy aprin and psycho mask on and I'm going to say that I'm a cook LOL.

There are no residual pains what so ever from falling down a flight of stairs a week ago.
Amazingly, I had no pains falling and no pains later, not even soarness, odd indeed.

Tuesday Oct 26, 2004

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I'm excited about this weekend. I'm going to finally do something that I havent since I've in the gorgous state....go hiking.

Last the only thing I have left here that's special for this area.

Saturday Oct 16, 2004

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Today I finally got off shift work (12 hours on 12 hours off with no days off). God I'm so tired.

212 days left and I'm out of this fucking state and out of the fucking NAVY!!

I'm not sure what else to write about. I've been working so much nothing has really entered my mind in regards to my feelings and thoughts except for...
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Tuesday Oct 05, 2004

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Well I'm back in the hell hole of Bremerton.
It's actually not that bad I'm just tired of it and eager to leave in 222 days.
I need a date.
And sex, but it doesnt have to be from the same person. LOL
When I was in Phoenix it was the first time it 2 years I was actually happy.

Saturday Sep 18, 2004

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WOOHOO!!! I'm in Phx right now!! I'm sooo fucking happy.

I havent been here in over a yr and a half so I'm looking forward to meeting ols friends and partying.

All you SGAZers out there that want to meet or whatever while I'm in town is the time to do it for the next 2 weeks.
amory:
Happy birthday.... to you kiss

Tuesday Sep 14, 2004

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Well obviously I;ve been drinking but only to discourage my mind from my job...

FUCK! I went bar hoping last friday night and got shot down by AT LEAST 10 women....simply to chat or dance, or anything...URRR

My buddy Jesus (ladies man) went back and asked them like so whats the deal... Ben is a good guy right? just so I figure out WTF is...
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damn_pretty:
I need a spanking?
comradebuttons:
I think you're trying to hard. you remind me of an ex of mine named Mark. don't be so desperate, don't go to the bar without whackin off first. looking for sex will only find you sex, and all i have to say about that is, you don't need a second party to get off. also don't be so forward. i dunno what to tell you to improve your situation. meditate on it a while... if you have any questions, ask the girls on this here site. i'm sure most of them would be more than willing to make a real man outta ya wink

Tuesday Sep 07, 2004

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When was the last time you cried?

For me it was a few weeks ago in regards to work and how much I can't stand it and there is nothing I can do about it.

Once, I went over 2 yrs without crying.

It's a good thing to cry and let ones emotions out and I think everyone should do it more often, especially myself.

Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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I'm disappointed in myself today.
There was this beautiful gothic chick I saw at Hot Topic today and i chickened out on asking for her number. URRRR I'm so pissed.

It's not like I'm unconfident or unsure about myself, but when I was a teen I was constantly being turned down by women and I was a total geek back then which I honestly feel...
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Tuesday Aug 24, 2004

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FUCK!!!! URRRRR

Once again I was blown off my the Fire Dept to become a volunteer EMT. You'd think that they'd be begging for volunteers. I don't fucking get it.
All I want to do is make a differance.
I joined the Navy be a Missile Tech to divert nuclear war to make a differance, but I don't feel like I have.

Saturday Aug 21, 2004

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WOOHOO!!

Only 270 days left till I'm out of the Navy.

I'm so excited because I can begin my life all over again with benefits and a plan.

I've been trying to get better with women but to no avail. I don'y mind being alone, infact, I'm so used to it I really don't know wnaythign else. But I want so much more. I'v ebeen...
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damn_pretty:
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