Well I'm here w/ the Morgans for xmas and haveing a great time except for one thing...Jonathan
Its horrible!! We were best friends for years, then he joined the Marines....all the sudden he's a fucking asshole. See, i understnad the nilitary mentality, I'm in the Navy but geez!!
All we do is argue and piss each other off on purpose and we've been pulled aside...
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Its horrible!! We were best friends for years, then he joined the Marines....all the sudden he's a fucking asshole. See, i understnad the nilitary mentality, I'm in the Navy but geez!!
All we do is argue and piss each other off on purpose and we've been pulled aside...
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If better now. I got head tonight so I can control my urges for at least awhile. I wouldve fucked but I had no condoms...she was "kool" with it but I wasnt. And right when I was about to do it, I realized that if she's "kool" about it w/ me, who else is she "kool" with it? hmmmmmmmmmmm
I think I played it smart....
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I think I played it smart....
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voltavotary:
sounds like a good decision for sure.
thx btw! (for the comment on my journal)
thx btw! (for the comment on my journal)
I was just looking at my rating on HotorNot and see that I got a better rating w/ the bull ring in than not. LOL!!
Right now I'm watching Lilo and Stitch, its soo hilarious!!
"Elvis was a model citizen." - Lilo
"Let me illuminate to you the precarious situation in which you have found youself." - Mr Bubbles aka Cobra
"I prefer to be...
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Right now I'm watching Lilo and Stitch, its soo hilarious!!
"Elvis was a model citizen." - Lilo
"Let me illuminate to you the precarious situation in which you have found youself." - Mr Bubbles aka Cobra
"I prefer to be...
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WOOHOO!!
It's my first good day in a long time. I'm signed up for the next quarter of college. And if I test out of Calculus (which I will do to the fact that I recieved A's in Cal in highschool and I slept in that class the whole time) I'll have my Associates degree. WOOHOO!!!
God!! I finally have something to look forward to....
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It's my first good day in a long time. I'm signed up for the next quarter of college. And if I test out of Calculus (which I will do to the fact that I recieved A's in Cal in highschool and I slept in that class the whole time) I'll have my Associates degree. WOOHOO!!!
God!! I finally have something to look forward to....
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What the fuck is the point?
I'm absolutly miserable. I dont know what to do to stop self loathing. All I try to do anymore is sleep my life away till 17jun05.....
I wish I could stop being depressed but i dont know how. The thought of solving the problem keeps making it impossible. I work to many hours to go to college, to volunteer...
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I'm absolutly miserable. I dont know what to do to stop self loathing. All I try to do anymore is sleep my life away till 17jun05.....
I wish I could stop being depressed but i dont know how. The thought of solving the problem keeps making it impossible. I work to many hours to go to college, to volunteer...
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FUCK!!!!!!!
Work made me take out my fucking bullring today. GOD I'M SO SICK OF THE FUCKING NAVY!!
Work made me take out my fucking bullring today. GOD I'M SO SICK OF THE FUCKING NAVY!!
God damn it, this is the first time I've cried since I can't remember.
I'm watching "When a Man Loves a Woman" and I'm at the scene where the father is saying good bye to his 2 daughters since he's leaving to Denever.
I swear this is the most emotional part in any situation I can recall becaue its reguarding children and the impact that...
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I'm watching "When a Man Loves a Woman" and I'm at the scene where the father is saying good bye to his 2 daughters since he's leaving to Denever.
I swear this is the most emotional part in any situation I can recall becaue its reguarding children and the impact that...
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What was your last dream?
I just woke up from the most vivid fucking dream.
It was like it was a scene from ER. I was a doctor at the of the shift and I saw a was walking though the waiting room smiling at a baby who was smiling back and then I saw a mother kicking her baby in the head. Not like...
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I just woke up from the most vivid fucking dream.
It was like it was a scene from ER. I was a doctor at the of the shift and I saw a was walking though the waiting room smiling at a baby who was smiling back and then I saw a mother kicking her baby in the head. Not like...
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sherman_tank1:
those kind of dreams are so intence. i used to have dreams like that, vivid i mean. now there's really mostly just blackness. when i drink i dream. then, its usually some altured version of things that have already happened. but they way i would've like to see them go. peace, bro... 
Happy Turkey Day everyone. I got to spend it here w/ family in Portland which is always important to me.
Still no luck from women although I am currentlly chatting with one that might lead to a positive something. I guess we'll see.
I just read an IM that asked "What do you dream about?" and I began thinking... For the most part my dreams...
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Still no luck from women although I am currentlly chatting with one that might lead to a positive something. I guess we'll see.
I just read an IM that asked "What do you dream about?" and I began thinking... For the most part my dreams...
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damn_pretty:
Well, then I hope it makes it, because I hardly think you should base it all on one book. And besides, EVERYONE should be reading, it's good for ya, so try try to get into it. If not, I have some you might enjoy, I dont know about sexually stimulating, but they will stimulate something alright.
Laters.
Laters.
sherman_tank1:
well, i'm flexible, let me know...
I am thankfully that I only have 190 days left in this shit hole area.
I've been kinda in a slump and I don't know why exactly. I'm in Portland this weekend and with those that I care about and enjoy their company but I've been pretty reserved for the most part.
It's probibly because I'm lonely and have been for a very long time...
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I've been kinda in a slump and I don't know why exactly. I'm in Portland this weekend and with those that I care about and enjoy their company but I've been pretty reserved for the most part.
It's probibly because I'm lonely and have been for a very long time...
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sherman_tank1:
some people do read these things, just thought i'd drop you a line. perhaps, we should do lunch. well, i've go to go... don't hang yourself.
I hate when that attitude happens. They can't really mean it, can they?
I hope you are having a better day today!