What the fuck is the point?
I'm absolutly miserable. I dont know what to do to stop self loathing. All I try to do anymore is sleep my life away till 17jun05.....
I wish I could stop being depressed but i dont know how. The thought of solving the problem keeps making it impossible. I work to many hours to go to college, to volunteer for charity, to even arrange a date with someone.
If I believed in God I'd probibly pray to him, but even then it wouldnt change things.
I just want to run away!! If I do that I'll go directly to jail... do not pass go...do not collect $200.
I'm absolutly miserable. I dont know what to do to stop self loathing. All I try to do anymore is sleep my life away till 17jun05.....
I wish I could stop being depressed but i dont know how. The thought of solving the problem keeps making it impossible. I work to many hours to go to college, to volunteer for charity, to even arrange a date with someone.
If I believed in God I'd probibly pray to him, but even then it wouldnt change things.
I just want to run away!! If I do that I'll go directly to jail... do not pass go...do not collect $200.