Today I finally got off shift work (12 hours on 12 hours off with no days off). God I'm so tired.
212 days left and I'm out of this fucking state and out of the fucking NAVY!!
I'm not sure what else to write about. I've been working so much nothing has really entered my mind in regards to my feelings and thoughts except for hate and discontempt for my supervisors.
I'm been like super horny lately too. Like I'm beating off 6-8 times a day. But I've noticed something as I try to fall asleep, I tend to grab a pillow and hold it close, like its a person I'm spooning with. Clearly this is a sign for desire to have someone close to me, but I'm at a loss to obtain someone of substance. hmmmmm
212 days left and I'm out of this fucking state and out of the fucking NAVY!!
I'm not sure what else to write about. I've been working so much nothing has really entered my mind in regards to my feelings and thoughts except for hate and discontempt for my supervisors.
I'm been like super horny lately too. Like I'm beating off 6-8 times a day. But I've noticed something as I try to fall asleep, I tend to grab a pillow and hold it close, like its a person I'm spooning with. Clearly this is a sign for desire to have someone close to me, but I'm at a loss to obtain someone of substance. hmmmmm