Saturday Sep 18, 2004

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WOOHOO!!! I'm in Phx right now!! I'm sooo fucking happy.

I havent been here in over a yr and a half so I'm looking forward to meeting ols friends and partying.

All you SGAZers out there that want to meet or whatever while I'm in town is the time to do it for the next 2 weeks.
amory:
Happy birthday.... to you kiss

Tuesday Sep 14, 2004

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Well obviously I;ve been drinking but only to discourage my mind from my job...

FUCK! I went bar hoping last friday night and got shot down by AT LEAST 10 women....simply to chat or dance, or anything...URRR

My buddy Jesus (ladies man) went back and asked them like so whats the deal... Ben is a good guy right? just so I figure out WTF is...
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damn_pretty:
I need a spanking?
comradebuttons:
I think you're trying to hard. you remind me of an ex of mine named Mark. don't be so desperate, don't go to the bar without whackin off first. looking for sex will only find you sex, and all i have to say about that is, you don't need a second party to get off. also don't be so forward. i dunno what to tell you to improve your situation. meditate on it a while... if you have any questions, ask the girls on this here site. i'm sure most of them would be more than willing to make a real man outta ya wink

Tuesday Sep 07, 2004

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When was the last time you cried?

For me it was a few weeks ago in regards to work and how much I can't stand it and there is nothing I can do about it.

Once, I went over 2 yrs without crying.

It's a good thing to cry and let ones emotions out and I think everyone should do it more often, especially myself.

Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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I'm disappointed in myself today.
There was this beautiful gothic chick I saw at Hot Topic today and i chickened out on asking for her number. URRRR I'm so pissed.

It's not like I'm unconfident or unsure about myself, but when I was a teen I was constantly being turned down by women and I was a total geek back then which I honestly feel...
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Tuesday Aug 24, 2004

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FUCK!!!! URRRRR

Once again I was blown off my the Fire Dept to become a volunteer EMT. You'd think that they'd be begging for volunteers. I don't fucking get it.
All I want to do is make a differance.
I joined the Navy be a Missile Tech to divert nuclear war to make a differance, but I don't feel like I have.

Saturday Aug 21, 2004

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WOOHOO!!

Only 270 days left till I'm out of the Navy.

I'm so excited because I can begin my life all over again with benefits and a plan.

I've been trying to get better with women but to no avail. I don'y mind being alone, infact, I'm so used to it I really don't know wnaythign else. But I want so much more. I'v ebeen...
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damn_pretty:
Join the club.

Thursday Aug 05, 2004

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Damn it!!

I'm a little sick. I havent been sick since bootcamp 5 yrs ago. urrrrr

Oh well. I'm going to Portland this weekend to see some family and my friend/brother Jeremy who was in Australia for the past 8 months.

I'm exciterd to hear what stories he has considering all the sea stories ive told him.
damn_pretty:
Nah.. its not that I had a bad time, I had a great time, it just wasn't suppose to be a date like a date, it was more like hanging out with an ex boyfriend to catch up with one another since we last seen one another kinda of thing.
arcanite:
Get healthy.

Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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I was a pretty CRAZY party last night at my buddy was throwing. There was a live band and everything. Pretty awesome.

Later on towards the end of the night a 40yr old women who just got out of prison 2 weeks ago was hitting on me. I don't know if thats a compliment or not. HA!

Also, she didn't believe that I was a...
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amory:
Its really hard to open up... but it really is worth it in the end.

Yes.

It is.... smile
amory:
You know... I basically respond back to all my comments. I dont actually write to anyone really like outside of sg. no emails os chats or anything.

I dont know why.

I think its because I get so busy online.

Friday Jul 16, 2004

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Today I broke up w/ my psychiatrist. She said I had commitment issues. HA maybe she's right!

But on a serious note, she did close out my case today and I plan on reading it next week to see what exactly is in MY CASE....hmmmm...

And i have yet to get new pics of me and my new bullring.....hopefully soon.
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amory:
Yeah. Pretty much lol

I know. Its hopeless. haha
amory:
I have nooo clue. Fill me in.

Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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Well, last night was the first tim ei brought a woman home from the bar. Damn, did she want to fuck, but we didn't. Well because I didn't have any protection and also I didn't find her that attractive, although I did get head from her...
I also got her off so it was a fair deal. But she was extremely presistant. When we kissed,...
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amory:
wow.

well thats good. ego boosters are good. getting off... good. smile
damn_pretty:
Even though you didnt find her attractive? And you still made out with her and got her off?

That's just so odd to me.

Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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WOOHOO!! Only 346 days left in the Navy!!
That alone sjould put in a good mood but as much I am looking forward to moving on, it's also scary. The Navy is the only thing I've had in my life as a constant for over 5 yrs now. My parents have never even been in my life that long. I'm used to being alone but...
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amory:
lol

omg

i'm an idiot love
amory:
i did not realize it was you who imed me.

I suck. lol

I should have realized. I feel like a bitch now.

Ah. BIG bitch.

Saturday Jul 03, 2004

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Well, I was just told today that my counselor is going to close my case because she got a promotion. That's wonderful for her but now what....

I had a date planned for today also but she cancelled because her horse got sick and she'll be taking take of it all night. That's sad that her horse is sick but I wouldve been willing to...
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amory:
Yeah girls really suck like that.

If they're interested they SHOULD just tell you. People should be more blunt. smile
amory:
Yeah girls really suck like that.

If they're interested they SHOULD just tell you. People should be more blunt. smile
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