fairydust

i woke at 7:30 with a hangover (so much for drinking less),went to usher at 2nd stage theater for "Next to Normal" which was fantastic. met friends by radio city (ur a jerk), went to dinner in hell's kitchen. went to see "Persepholis" which also amazing. and no i dont think everything is amazing i just make sure i dont see dumb shit. except ofcourse for random bad gallery shows and a few weirdly bad williamsburg parties...not my fault though. extreme coffee and cake followed the movie. then anchor bar in the west village which ended up being a letdown... it was ashelys (whos a sweeeetheart) bday. it was just really crowded and dark and loud so we left and everyone gave us shit about it.

last night was ok...there was no hate, like there was hate for the man child. i had a good feeling this week. but i want to hide now.

and i miss bear



still hate myself for it