failedagain

so sick. again. ugh. tea and alka seltzer are all i want. this continuous cycle must END!!! i hate this!!!

i hate to flake on plans but i might be dead by tonight. sneezing hurts. coughing is grossing the cats out. i can't taste anything. UGH!!!

so i finally got most of my missing info today and filed for unemployment. i feel a bit silly for doing it now, but i HOPE HOPE HOPE it'll go through so i can stop having nightmares. hopefully i'll hear back by like wednesday maybe? i had to give them jim's house phone number just because it has a voicemail.

please please PLEASE let this...
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today was operation day for the cats. when we brought them home they were all woozy and stumbly- i couldn't help but laugh! i felt bad afterwards though... ah well. this takes a LOT of stress off of me. no more puddles behind the chairs!

speaking of stress, i might be losing my mind. i had this weird dream that jon beat the hell out...
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all alone on a saturday night. sucks. at least the andy milonakis show is on for a little bit... and i have this computer. and a pack of smokes. UGH.

i want to go on a date. i want someone to buy me a drink or two. i haven't been on a date in forever.

i feel like an old lady all of the time....
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This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If...
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YES. i am back. sorry bout that. ain't got no monies... anyways, yeah. titties!

well, after a month and a week on the road, i am home in RI. bummer. i still feel like i have to go do something... like wake dudes up or get the itinerary... but i don't. i can relax. hopefully i'll get to do this again someday. we'll see.

i love the west coast. for realsies. the show in portland was the best show of the tour so far! everyone was rocking the fuck out and i sold lots of shit. seattle last night was amazing too. sooo many cool people! seriously- when i get home i'll be bummed because not only is it beautiful, the people have been utterly fantastic.

anyways, we're heading...
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ahhh lovely LA, gotta love the west coast. to me- it feels like a warmer NYC. i dunno. things have been fun, we walked around a lot yesterday and today. the dudes we are staying with are awesome. i'm kinda itchy to get back on the road though... tonight is sort of confusing. i don't know what, if anything, we are doing, and i'm definitely...
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WELL THEN.

here's my first update from the road... i'm in austin today and tomorrow, torche is playing at emo's tonight so if any locals see this, come say hello!

things have been totally awesome so far. i have met so many cool people and every place has been a story within itself. i couldn't type everything out just in one entry but there have...
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