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Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

Jun 25, 2003
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i'm so fucking manic.......i hate this. one moment my life is finally happy and content again. you know what i mean, it stopped spinning.........everything came, jarringly, back into focus..........the next everthing is falling apart........it's all peeling away, the layers of comfort are sloughing off. here i am again, deja vu, haven't i been here before? same shit different climate..........

anyone here from MI, near royal oak......i need a new job. you need a cute waitress?

i feel like time works more in a circle than on a time line. you know what i mean, in cycles rather than laid out in a specific order. i've felt this way for years. cycles/circles ruling every aspect of my life. cycles/circles inside of themselves. i thought i was the only one. but recently i learned that the hopi indians have the same concept of time. pretty fucked up! i thought i invented the concept...i'm not too dissappointed though, cuz it means i'm not the only crazy one. does anyone else understand what i'm talking about?
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vim:
i keep asking time to slow down a bit, but she never listens...seems like whenever i ask, she speeds things up... just to spite me. wink
Jun 26, 2003
stubertmcfly:
happens to me all the time... and things seem to be speeding up in many ways. just never enough time to do all the things i want to accomplish. then i find myself back in the same spot as before! interesting at the very least.

someone better hire you soon! tell them i said so. that'll help for sure. wink
Jun 26, 2003

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