Thursday Oct 21, 2004

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just found out that my exboyfirend lied to me about everything.
every aspect of my reality for the last 6 months was a complete lie. i dont even feel alive right now. i feel like a hollow shell......my head is spinning.........help me.
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veganpunk:
guess whos back

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warchild:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!




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Tuesday Jul 27, 2004

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ok i feel so bad i haven't updated this in over 6 months alot has happened i broke up with fovea i go to school fulltime now i am studying cosmetology i have a new man in my life whom i love lots life has changed alot i am so excited the next 5 years are gonna be soooo cool yea- im gonna try to...
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vixenchik:
cosmetology!!!!!!!! You rock babe, that's what i'm going to do!! You better be around more smile I miss ya. kiss
two_bit:
Interesting choice of study smile

Hope you have the time of your life!!

Saturday Jan 17, 2004

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yeah!!! my pics are finally up. everyone go see.

i quit smoking and drinking a week before my birthday, an early present to myself. I hate to brag, but I've been trying to quit for 5 years, and I'm extremely proud of myself. It's not been nearly as hard as I thought it would be.

thinking of submitting a set. any thoughts?
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a2_stud:
Your tatoos are beautiful and so are you. If you want to do a set then go for it. I'm sure it would be well received. Grats on quitting smoking and drinking as well. You go girl!
pridesparanoia:
Definitely submit a set...i can't imagine them refusing it.

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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ok-- i'm sooo sorry it's been months since i last updated my journal. my life has just been so hectic. but things are finally calming down. this is however the calm before the storm. starting in april i'll be attending david pressely in royal oak. and working part time still. i just quit my job at press box. and am starting a new job across...
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politrix:
cool. =)

I'm researching Ideology, on a paper dealing with the Ideology of either Zionism, or Territorial Mazimalist Zionism (as yet to be determined). I do like the BBC and I'm on a diet of about 7 hours of NPR a day, but the Kahane references are coming from histories and social/political science reference materials.

What do you do?
panzermensch:
How have I not seen you at Luna... Or maybe I have, and was too drunk to remember.

Tuesday Aug 19, 2003

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i'm sooo bad at this now. not that i was any good at this before, but now i have access to a computer once a week or less. sucky.

this last two weeks have been alot of fun. kira, fovea and i braved the wilds of the blackout in style and brought a couple of other crazies along for the ride. nothing quite like playing...
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vudugrl:
Tom Robbins is radical!
syh:
Black & white would be pretty cool.

Sunday Jul 27, 2003

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miao!! yeah! i'm soooo much happier now. i've not had a 'home' in almost a year. i finally found the perfect flat yesterday. a friend of mine, tenly is moving in with me and bringing her kitties. we move in next sunday. it's right downtown and close to everywhere i need to be. fovea came with me to check it out. he really liked it and...
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bosephus549:
i think as long as you are naked, its going to be the best suicidegirls set ive ever seen. you should show your ass in a cool thong
inhaler97:
I always wanted to do something like this
Woodmans pics

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Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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letting go..................I've been trying to understand this concept for so long. he said 'if you love me you have to let me go, let me find my own way back to you.' i didn't believe him at first. what a crazy idea. i wanted to stay up and discuss this further but my body had other plans for me. i sunk into oblivion, little punk...
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thee_blacklisted:
hey -- we all get busy -- no worries at all.

how you doing???

did you know my real life little bro is on the site? he's energychannel...
vim:
coolio!!...a happy Faeye makes for a happy Vim biggrin

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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ok. the work crisis has been averted..for now. my wacked manager finally had a fit and quit. thank god i wasn't working that day.

no that day fovea & i skipped work and ran downtown to view the international freedom festival fireworks. i love fireworks. they make it seem like summer is officially here. people start showing up for the show the night before and...
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cambourne:
hey whats up? thanks for writing me. no my name isnt jeremy. my name is matt. our band name is cambourne. hmmm i cant remember what else you asked me.
what restaurant are u working at? what kinda things do u like to do? well sorry i dont have a lot of wuestions or anything intersting to say but i dont feel good and so im just blah right now. but thanks for writing back and i hope to talk to u soon

Matt

Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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i'm so fucking manic.......i hate this. one moment my life is finally happy and content again. you know what i mean, it stopped spinning.........everything came, jarringly, back into focus..........the next everthing is falling apart........it's all peeling away, the layers of comfort are sloughing off. here i am again, deja vu, haven't i been here before? same shit different climate..........

anyone here from MI, near royal...
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vim:
i keep asking time to slow down a bit, but she never listens...seems like whenever i ask, she speeds things up... just to spite me. wink
stubertmcfly:
happens to me all the time... and things seem to be speeding up in many ways. just never enough time to do all the things i want to accomplish. then i find myself back in the same spot as before! interesting at the very least.

someone better hire you soon! tell them i said so. that'll help for sure. wink

Saturday Jun 21, 2003

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no more pink.......i had to dye my pitiful excuse for hair black just to get the pink shit out. i work with normies and they apparently thought i was a little too bright. fuck them. whatever i'll get over it. but really i'm not bitter..........

anyways it's about time to watch the sun rise.......i worked a really long and pointless shift today, then fovea, our...
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thee_blacklisted:
wow, he sounds crazy crazy -- the craziest people will deny they are crazy where the sane people know they are fucking crazy and the boring ass people they don't know from crazy at all which is kinda the craziest of all of it.

i really shoulda written hallmark cards, don't you think? best of luck with the job hunt!

thanks for your comments on the dinner as first date thing -- i know a girl who says that however he treats the waitress, he's gonna be talking to you that way within 4 months if you hit it off, so...
turkeysolar:
im sorry to hear about your ex. frown but i got u beat tho....it took 2 and a half years to find out that my ex was a liar. i hope u feel better.....

Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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today is fovea's'birthday! yeah.everyone wish him well o.k.?
i spent all of yesterday running all over michigan getting all the last minute things ready for today. i even baked a cake for him. and i don't cook for anyone.

i saw a crazy lady in the drugstore yesterday she was wearing a mesh shirt with nothing on underneath. i swear to god she was close...
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vim:
cutie-patooty!! biggrin
dolorian:
your hair isn't pink anymore!!! you're still super cute. kiss
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