Hi guys! :)
Thought I'd come on and throw a few bits and pieces into a blog for you all (or just anyone who may be interested really, haha). Let's get this blog rolling....
Sydney Shoots: I'll be going down to Sydney on Saturday the 21st of September to shoot with @atlanticlungs on Sunday the 22nd! I'm very excited because I'll be meeting her for the first time AND shooting my second MR set for SG (first that I'm shooting with her, my debut set having been shot by the lovely @lizziesky -- coming out in approx 3.5 months). There's also a little something special being cooked up between @viridiana13 and I that I'm pretty happy about too! Hehehe. I'm especially keen to be meeting @wick_ -- beautiful, witty, lovely lady.
Uni: As of yesterday I'm now into the very last study period (and last two units) of my Graduate Diploma in Information and Library Studies. I'm keen to get into it--but my busy life is going to get even busier for a while!
Me... demonstrating why I must always wear proper bras! Hahaha :D
New Piercing: Went and got the other side of my lip pierced (re-pierced? It hasn't been done for quite some time now, but this is the 3rd time now that I've gotten this spot pierced). Now I'm going to rock the whole 'snake bites' look, hehe. Cannot wait until I can take this stupid bar out though and switch to a horseshoe... so annoying! Much prefer the horseshoe over anything else. Got the piercing for two reasons. Firstly, I was getting a bit bored with my appearance again. Second, I find that when life starts getting a bit much for me, and I start to feel really quite down, stressed all the time, and my anxiety and depression is getting the better of me, I've found that the feeling and adrenaline of new piercings and/or tattoos can really help induce some sort of soothing effect. I'm always a bit calmer and more at peace afterwards--at least for a time. I'm still considering whether I should go and get a medusa piercing as well. I've never had one before.
Before new lip piercing.
After new lip piercing.
Nipple Rings: Recently someone suggested to me that I should change my nipple bars to rings (okay, so that 'someone' is a guy who sent me a text saying "hey, I think you'd suit nipple rings" and so I guess I decided I had to go out right then and buy rings to put through my nipples immediately! Ha). I don't mind them (the 'someone' quite likes them). When I can I'll take a photo and show you guys so you can give me some feedback--I'd love to know what you all think.
The rings that are now in my nipples. I'll take a photo of them in when I can.
Little Crush: So, I guess I have a bit of a thing for someone... I told myself after I separated from my long-term partner that this would be a time for me to just let loose, let my hair down (per se) and have fun. I told myself that I wouldn't get too close to anyone and I wouldn't let anyone get too close to me. I had myself under strict instructions NOT to do what I have done, and at first that was all going really very well... But then I went and met up with this one guy, I felt at ease with him right away, and now I'm really falling for this guy <3
I'm not usually one to get all soppy and stuff, I crinkle my nose at all that 'lovey' sort-of stuff usually, but at the moment he's always in my thoughts and my feelings are going crazy, haha. Also, it's been quite some time since I've been able to sit down and actually WRITE something for myself--but suddenly I'm just oozing creativity. Short stories, prose and poetry all over the joint. Don't get me wrong, I am ecstatic that suddenly words are just dancing around in my thoughts in perfect little sequences--ready and eager for me to pluck them from my head and put them to paper--but I am scared too. I was with my ex for one hell of a long time and I don't know how to go about all of this at all... I don't think he feels the same and I don't know if I should broach the topic of my feelings because we only met--and continue to meet--'for fun'. Gahhhh. I am scared that if I mention 'feelings' that he's going to cut me loose (because he won't feel the same) because he'd think it a kindness in the long run rather than toying with me--he's a good kind-hearted guy so if he didn't feel the same I believe this is what'd happen. Then I guess I'm scared too if he does reciprocate my feelings (however slight a chance that may be)... Because it's been so damn long that I fear I'd be sure to fuck it up. Ehh, I know I'm typing far too much about this and I probably sound a tad loopy (it's 3 mins until 2am and I'm sleepy so that's my excuse!) so I'll just move right along.
Anyways, I'm falling for him. Pretty fucking hard. I've kinda decided just to go with it and see how things go before I work out what to do. For now I'm just glad to spend the time with him that I get--it's always good. I am incredibly comfortable when I am with him. I am happy, safe and feel completely at ease. He is very easygoing and oh so carefree. He is friendly, funny and cheeky. I adore his smile. I adore him.
My messages to him are in the green--his to me are the grey. My heart fluttered at this. This simple exchange really made my day so I couldn't help but screenshot it to keep, hehe <3
Okay, it's getting time for me to go to bed so I'll finish up (past 2am now). Last thing I wanted to do was give a super shoutout to my gorgeous girl @alesandra_ who has had her debut set come out in the last few days! YAYYYY! I have been waiting for these images to grace my screen (for a bit of a perve! Hehehe, oh I mean... What?) ever since I started chatting to this babe quite a couple of months back.
Please, go check out the set Sylph and give it lots of loving! <3
Anyways, until next time guys and girls. Love you all.
Faeviel xxx
