Glad to continue my blog notes. Thank you for another marvelous topic, @rambo & @missy .
Previous two years were quite marvelous. I've met my wonderful @aonbheannach and our cooperation started. I have virtually overcome my arachnophobia due to her wonderful Spidy friend.
We did some shots for my personal portfolio, it was a great experience. I have never posed naked before. And then I needed to reveal myself and just be me. It turns out to be quite complicated :) Now I have some posing skills, as well as I have beautiful srtistic results (some of it you might have already seen). And finally, I opened the SG world and got interested in it! We shot a set for me to start...however, I understood that I am not the one who must be proclaimed as an SG model. Nevertheless, I tried. It was quite risky because I work in a bank and the fears of being found in the Internet by my chief were quite great... But I didn't mind it in the moment we with Aon were doing our sets. The debut SG set was finished by Dmytro Scherbatiy, and @aonbheannach was too shy to point her participation, so I signed Dmytro as the author (his camera, his "back-end", etc.), and started learning the SG world.
The first set wasn't successful much, and inspite of the fact that it was just the first one, and that I didn't care of my activity on the website, and wasn't right the girls who would get the popularity right at once, I felt a bit sad. Anf then 2017 started and brought lots of changes. I parted with Aon without letting her know the obvious reasons, my ex-girl moved to my place of living while I moved away off it, and I had to left my cat on her. I tried to build relationships with a girl who worked in the bank with me, and they finally failed... Lots of changes. My SG account expired as I didn't enter it for a long time, too.
But then I got new picture from Aon and considered it as a sign.
And now 2018 came. And its time to change something.
This year I will release my two sets...maybe the last ones, who knows. Maybe, I will make one more. I still do not know.
I want to develop as an alternative model a bit more. I want my career to grow up. I want to change something in me...inner and outer. New haircut, new colour, new...new piercing or tattoos. New body. I just want be the one who I feel inside myself. Maybe, it's the right time to start turning into myself?.. I still don't know. The only thing I know is that I want positice changes.
See you.
