work was shitty these past few days. I got yelled and also suspended for having no doctors note for the times i couldnt come to work since i was ill or couldnt do to my mental illnesses. which sucks. i started to cry at work and felt like shit. but they said i was a great worker and wouldnt fire me at all. i hate...
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monet:
good luck with the new romance!
bluefreak:
work sucks! military sucks and i suck too but only when asked to. *rubber chicken of DOOM* and btw hail to the Wisconsinites but BOO to the packers they suck
well most know my shocking news. kungfukender told me he's in love with me. I secretly have been falling for him. But know i can let my feelings be known. 
Him and i talked for hours last night and it was so nice. I called him before he went to work today since i wont talk to him until friday night since he has to...
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Him and i talked for hours last night and it was so nice. I called him before he went to work today since i wont talk to him until friday night since he has to... Read More
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nelok:
hooray for you!
toads:
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I am in shock right now. I really am. I just foudn out some news and i am so i dont know wow....... school was alright. i am really going to lean a lot in my design classes. its so great! i never had so many comments in my life then my last entry. i am on a diet. this is because i am debating...
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fenris23:
Ooh what news?
my boyfriend's car was broken into today. his stereo was taken and all of his cds. it was shitty as hell. then this homeless kept asking us for money while my b/f was on teh phone with the cops. it was crazy. school sucked. i dont want to work. i might not go i am so stressed. and migrains are killing me. all i see...
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alistairmather:
you have way too much stress in your life. at this rate, you're just setting yourself up for some kind of breakdown, or worse, an anyeurism.
life is terribly comedic and almost insultingly simple, if you just let it be. try to see the humour in everything and i garuntee you will find it.
and breathe.
watch the world dance around you and go dance with it. trust me, water molecules can waltz like nothing else, and they're rank amateurs when it comes to the flow and ebb of life.
good luck with the friendship. it sounds like you could really use it these days.
life is terribly comedic and almost insultingly simple, if you just let it be. try to see the humour in everything and i garuntee you will find it.
and breathe.
watch the world dance around you and go dance with it. trust me, water molecules can waltz like nothing else, and they're rank amateurs when it comes to the flow and ebb of life.
good luck with the friendship. it sounds like you could really use it these days.
toads:
AWWW your so nice, thank you!!! *hugs* p.s. You the girl, you the girl, you the girl. your such an angel
i have decided to not say i how i am feeling in these journals anymore or anything. if i have anything interesting to say i will update my journal. Dont mind me. I am just a tad upset. then again what the hell is new right? dont know who to trust or who to believe. ah well....
toads:
dont let morons deture you from speaking your mind. I enjoy reading your journals. Your a great person, Im glad to know you. dont let stupidity deture your heart, please
mexicant:
listen to KungfuKender. i don't really know you that well, but i do like what i have seen so far. you seem like a very nice, and often misunderstood person. i, for one, would seriously miss your updates.
i was told at work i will be a virgin forever since i am ugly as a dog. 
lovely 13 year olds they are so wonderful...... they asked me if i was a virgin and i said "is your mom?" and they said yes! what dumb asses. work was awful!! so stressful and so under staff it wasnt even funny. i want to go out...
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lovely 13 year olds they are so wonderful...... they asked me if i was a virgin and i said "is your mom?" and they said yes! what dumb asses. work was awful!! so stressful and so under staff it wasnt even funny. i want to go out... Read More
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mexicant:
aww... *hug*. don't worry about those dumbass kids, younger people have no sense these days (did i just say that?). and do listen to jora, she speaks the truth.
osoesoteric:
i'm sorry... little kids can be such assholes... ignore them
i hate it when my parents fight. it just sucks. and they fight over little shit. my mum needs some meds to help with her anger menopause is making her a nut case. work was awful! started a zillion projects idnt get any done since i had to start new ones and clean up after kids messing up teh toy and halloween sections. it drove...
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bathory:
stupid 13 year old brats! did you smack em round?! your pretty and they are 13...whatevas.
bathory:
we do have quite a bit in common and we should and your welcome. 
didnt get to go the parade. my dad just went. HE said my mum and I wouldnt be all dressed and ready in time. though i could have i only slept three hours. which sucks since i work today. i dont want to. my right arm hurts really bad and my mum isnt feeling well and that is never good. welll i am off. talk...
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work was alright got to hang out most the night with the hot manager. he is so hot. i would so love to be with him just once. though it wont happen. aw well.... i am use to that. my boyfriend and i went out today. he didnt buy me lunch but ate infront of me. he knows i am broke. i am going to...
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mya22:
Yay for the Harley parade! I wish that I could go.
things just keep going down the shitter. i am so upset. all this shit keeps going wrong. i dont want to work today at all. i never want to work there again. i am so sick of people and so sick of beign treated like shit there. i am not someone that should be kicked around and walked on. everything is so surreal 
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mya22:
Rae... you should break up with him! We've discussed this. Really. Smile, k?
alistairmather:
wow, you have no idea how continually surprised i am that people actually like the madness that drifts from my head and onto the screen. thank you for enjoying it.
scifi and fantasy is good. since there are really only three stories you can really tell, i would much rather have someone give me an idea i never thought of, i world i never imagined.
have you ever read Neil Gaiman? i think you would really enjoy Neverwhere, and American Gods is an absolutely brilliant work. and since you like Catch-22 and 1984 (still the only book to ever give me nightmares) try One Flew Over the Cukoos Nest. nothing entertains me more about that book then the fact that the narrator id the only one who is really crazy.
that and you'll probably notice my shameless stealing of certain storytelling elements.
good luck with the whole relationship thing. get out while you can.
scifi and fantasy is good. since there are really only three stories you can really tell, i would much rather have someone give me an idea i never thought of, i world i never imagined.
have you ever read Neil Gaiman? i think you would really enjoy Neverwhere, and American Gods is an absolutely brilliant work. and since you like Catch-22 and 1984 (still the only book to ever give me nightmares) try One Flew Over the Cukoos Nest. nothing entertains me more about that book then the fact that the narrator id the only one who is really crazy.
that and you'll probably notice my shameless stealing of certain storytelling elements.
good luck with the whole relationship thing. get out while you can.