faeryrae

ever just burst into tears and wish you could say why but you cant? when your heart is about to expload and you cant find a way to stop the pain? i wish there was something i could do. I have no where to go but yet no home either. I sit in my room and just try to deal with the pain. I hate myself. and i know people around here will say how unattractive that is but i dont care. i am not or ever was attractive. This is how i feel and I need to let off some steam and vent. Lonliness is a bitch and i should be use to it. i will just shut up now and stop complaining. no one wants to hear it.