I mean I am not the best looking girl in the world and find myself to even be ugly but why do I only attract ugly, old pervert men? It isnt even funny. I get instant messaged all the time by old men wanting a good time. Or i get fat, retared, or both wanting to be with me. I am sick of it. I mean my soon to be ex isnt bad looking but the realationship is going no where and I just am there so I wont be alone. I hate beign alone its like a fear I have. yeah it is hard to be with me when i have my troubles but why cant i be happy? it sucks. i am sick of it all sometimes. Well everyone go check out Germany's new set called Mob it is awesome!
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i know what you mean. that's why i moved from oregon to cali. it was hard to do...
about the whole alone thing you just have to do it cause being in a crap thing isn't worth it *always keep your head up yo!!!*