faeriedust413

ok folks, i have a confession to make. i'm happily married, and i'm a christian, very dedicated to my Lord & Savior Jesus Christ. however, i am not without my vices, and lusting after men (& women) who will never belong to me & having them lust after me definitely tops my list of favorite sins. so part of the reason i'm on so sporadically is because there's a war going on inside me between my conscience & my primal urges. being on this site up to this point has been like leading a double life, which has been driving me mad, & i didn't want to sign back on until i could reconcile this. so, let me kind of begin fresh - i'm very pleased to know all of you whom i have met, & i would love to meet more people, however i'm not ready to meet any of you in person. i'm not saying never, i'm just saying not yet. i'm here to vent my aggressions, & say everything i can't say in the company i usually keep because they're too sensitive & it's considered improper. i love to flirt, & i enjoy being crude. i don't see anything wrong with the occasional drinking binge. i revel in fantasy and all things beautiful. i believe the human body is one of God's most beautiful creations & i have no problem with people showing theirs off. i never have & never will judge anyone, but rather listen with a loving ear - and if my opinion is asked, i will give it. i have no problem with the concept of this site, & now that i'm being honest with everyone, i feel i can once more be a part of it - this time with integrity. so there - that's me.