So I seem to be in a funk over the last couple of days... every so often something will cheer me up for a bit but then I sink right back down. I don't know what is wrong with me. I mean I should be excited.
Me and Justin went to my parents house on wednesday and we trimmed the hedges, my parents paid us $150 dollars for it. My friend Ehren gave me my birthday present from him. He bought me the original and remake of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory on DVD. Me and Justin split the money that my parents gave us so we both got $75.
Thursday I lazed around most of the day and then decided to get off my butt and do stuff. Because I worked an extra day last week I had the money to order my derby skates. I also won a bid on a copy of the Diablo Battlechest Edition for the PC. So I paid for that yesterday. I also went out and bought bedding for my hedgie, replacement bulbs for my back left directional light on my car, picked up my prescriptions so that I'm actually taking the total amount of thyroid meds that I should be taking, and I also stopped in Dick's Sporting Goods and picked up wrist guards for when I'm skating. I went home and managed, with alot thinking, to change the bulb in my back left directional light. I was actually fairly pleased with that one. Then I went and did Justin's taxes because he hasn't had time to do them and we both keep forgetting. Then I surprised Justin at work and stopped by to visit him. I went to the mall and he met up with me when he got out of work. I stopped in Hot Topic and got a couple of buttons to add to my collection, laces for my skates and I finally found the new Lenore book so I got that. We then went to eat at Uno's. After that we stopped in Fredericks of Hollywood, Torrid and Lane Bryant so I could shop around for underwear. I didn't find any at Fredericks that I was sure that would fit me. I looked in Torrid but I didn't see anything that I really wanted to get. I finally found a sale going on at Lane Bryant that was good. The sale was get 5 for $25 so I picked out five pairs of silk underwear. I had also looked in Target for a shirt and tried one on but it didn't fit. I did find a pair of socks for the sock exchange and I found a pair of socks to give to my mother to send to her sister, my aunt. After we got out of Lane Bryant we headed home and we both fell asleep.
I forgot to mention that I stopped by my work on the way to PetCo to get stuff for my hedgie. I stopped in to talk to my boss. I asked him if he had seen the email that I sent him and that I wanted to talk to him about it. He said that he had read it and that we are on the same page. He said that we are cool. I know that isn't an apology but I have a feeling that it is the best I'm going to get. If this happens again I'm not going to go to him to talk about it, I'm going to go to the main office and talk to someone there about it.
Today after I lazed around for awhile I decided to get up and finally go to the bank and cash a birthday check. I then went to Best Buy because I wanted to buy something for Justin. I ended up buying him a copy of Kung Pow on DVD because he has wanted it for awhile and he had it before but he never got it back from Indy. I also stopped and got a few new books at Barnes and Noble. I got two new CSI novels and a new Kim Harrison/Kelley Armstrong novel. I stopped at a flower sale that a boyscout troup was having on the side of the road and bought some flowers for my mom. I then went home and I have been sitting here since. I paid for a cd that I won on Ebay but thats about it.
Justin just got home and he asked what was wrong... I told him that I feel like I want to get into a fight on the border of wanting to cry... I don't know what is wrong with me... I told him that and then started to tear up. I have no idea... I feel so messed up. And then tomorrow I have to go to work tomorrow and work with a guy that has been complaining about me to my other coworkers but then denying it when I confront him about it. I tried but then he blew up in my face about something last week so I called my boss and he said to try to talk to him about it again and the guy just said that he wasn't directing him being upset towards me. I called my boss back and told him and he said that he would talk to him. My boss told me yesterday that he talked to the guy but he would talk to me later about it. Why do I have a feeling that the talk is going to blow up in my face and get me into trouble for something...
Tomorrow after work we are going to a Dane Cook show in Boston. On Tuesday we are going to a Voltaire show at Haven. I should be more psyched about it but I'm not for some reason. I dunno....
Me and Justin went to my parents house on wednesday and we trimmed the hedges, my parents paid us $150 dollars for it. My friend Ehren gave me my birthday present from him. He bought me the original and remake of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory on DVD. Me and Justin split the money that my parents gave us so we both got $75.
Thursday I lazed around most of the day and then decided to get off my butt and do stuff. Because I worked an extra day last week I had the money to order my derby skates. I also won a bid on a copy of the Diablo Battlechest Edition for the PC. So I paid for that yesterday. I also went out and bought bedding for my hedgie, replacement bulbs for my back left directional light on my car, picked up my prescriptions so that I'm actually taking the total amount of thyroid meds that I should be taking, and I also stopped in Dick's Sporting Goods and picked up wrist guards for when I'm skating. I went home and managed, with alot thinking, to change the bulb in my back left directional light. I was actually fairly pleased with that one. Then I went and did Justin's taxes because he hasn't had time to do them and we both keep forgetting. Then I surprised Justin at work and stopped by to visit him. I went to the mall and he met up with me when he got out of work. I stopped in Hot Topic and got a couple of buttons to add to my collection, laces for my skates and I finally found the new Lenore book so I got that. We then went to eat at Uno's. After that we stopped in Fredericks of Hollywood, Torrid and Lane Bryant so I could shop around for underwear. I didn't find any at Fredericks that I was sure that would fit me. I looked in Torrid but I didn't see anything that I really wanted to get. I finally found a sale going on at Lane Bryant that was good. The sale was get 5 for $25 so I picked out five pairs of silk underwear. I had also looked in Target for a shirt and tried one on but it didn't fit. I did find a pair of socks for the sock exchange and I found a pair of socks to give to my mother to send to her sister, my aunt. After we got out of Lane Bryant we headed home and we both fell asleep.
I forgot to mention that I stopped by my work on the way to PetCo to get stuff for my hedgie. I stopped in to talk to my boss. I asked him if he had seen the email that I sent him and that I wanted to talk to him about it. He said that he had read it and that we are on the same page. He said that we are cool. I know that isn't an apology but I have a feeling that it is the best I'm going to get. If this happens again I'm not going to go to him to talk about it, I'm going to go to the main office and talk to someone there about it.
Today after I lazed around for awhile I decided to get up and finally go to the bank and cash a birthday check. I then went to Best Buy because I wanted to buy something for Justin. I ended up buying him a copy of Kung Pow on DVD because he has wanted it for awhile and he had it before but he never got it back from Indy. I also stopped and got a few new books at Barnes and Noble. I got two new CSI novels and a new Kim Harrison/Kelley Armstrong novel. I stopped at a flower sale that a boyscout troup was having on the side of the road and bought some flowers for my mom. I then went home and I have been sitting here since. I paid for a cd that I won on Ebay but thats about it.
Justin just got home and he asked what was wrong... I told him that I feel like I want to get into a fight on the border of wanting to cry... I don't know what is wrong with me... I told him that and then started to tear up. I have no idea... I feel so messed up. And then tomorrow I have to go to work tomorrow and work with a guy that has been complaining about me to my other coworkers but then denying it when I confront him about it. I tried but then he blew up in my face about something last week so I called my boss and he said to try to talk to him about it again and the guy just said that he wasn't directing him being upset towards me. I called my boss back and told him and he said that he would talk to him. My boss told me yesterday that he talked to the guy but he would talk to me later about it. Why do I have a feeling that the talk is going to blow up in my face and get me into trouble for something...
Tomorrow after work we are going to a Dane Cook show in Boston. On Tuesday we are going to a Voltaire show at Haven. I should be more psyched about it but I'm not for some reason. I dunno....
I say fuck off to the evil, psycho, soul-sucking co-workers who try to cause trouble
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