I'm going out of my mind. I'm behind in my cell bill. Cause the child support got a little fucked up I had to use the money I would have paid my bill with to buy the diapers and food and shit. The child care job I do the hours are cut. No recent paying photo gigs lately. No graphic design gigs. I'm stressing to the max.
I even went and looked up how much it would be for daycare if I wanted to go find a regular job. $467/week for both my kids!! The last full time job I had that was above minimum wage and I only made $420/week gross. So that's not going to happen.
Not to mention the child care job I got the mom insists she can only pay me $20/day to watch her son. Which I have him for 9 hours when I watch him. 3 meals that I provide. She brings diapers but not wipes so I supply those. Not to mention if I need to go anywhere I buy him little things if I get my kids something. Not lately since I'm broke. But still. Anyway the point is she keeps talking about putting him in a daycare! Like really you can only afford $20/day but you can do daycare fees? Something doesn't add up there. So yeah. Not to mention that I probably use about $20 of my own food and wipes and toys that he has broken and etc each day I watch him.
Sigh.