yeah, it sucks. For me, the mornings are the worst...you know, the first thought as you open your eyes & the realization of what life is now. But it will get better, I know this. You hang in there too & keep really busy. Don't forget to to take care of yourself in the process! xo
Guess these things teach you all sorts of things about yourself.
Hang in there toots, it does get better...eventually.