faelynia

Worked only 2 says this week, i need a better distraction... I hate that my self esteem is directly connected with consistent work.... ugh >.<

on the up side, it does give time for doing homework and i has homework... oy!

today is the first day of school... i don't care how old i get, this is still the most stressful day ever....

It's cold outside; there's no kind of atmosphere
I'm all alone, more or less
Let me fly, far away from here
Fun, fun, fun, in the sun, sun, sun

I want to lie, shipwrecked and comatose
Drinking fresh mango juice
Goldfish shoals nibbling at my toes
Fun, fun, fun, in the sun, sun, sun
Fun, fun, fun, in the sun, sun, sun

So, the Jess thing is going completey horribly wrong... ugh....
this is just what i get for opening up... but without trying for happiness and risking getting hurt... i s'pose i'd never have hope for the future.... right!?
>.<

Post Xmas... desire to not exist.

My birthday weekend has been a blast, not sure if i have yet another day off yet...
Went to a bar take over put on by a group called "Plush" I kissed a grrl.. and i liked it...



I keep having so odd adventures in single land... keeping my fingers crossed for a somewhat middle path..








the silliness of my divorce being final is still...
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soo...
loving the new life.. been busy in it...
Still saving for my tattoo..

and some how some where... i have come to realize...

I am a muthafuckin Cuttlefish... yo!

yep...
and that's the news... well... that and jusggling a couple girlfriends is fun but proving to be a challenge.

Sometimes, in the full tradition of the Doctor, I simply need to regenerate.

So... Turns out the wife decided at the first of the month that she wasnt going to be in it for the long haul. Only decided to tell on the tenth......

So... The family is getting on quite well now...

the job is full of sillines...

and the missing the shore house saturdays hasn't ended..

so... the amount of awesome sex'n is almost scary....


so good....

and we're so good at it...

I think we're getting so much closer to having common ground now...