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Holy mother fuck shit fuck.

The momentous first draft is complete.

(Warning: this shit is 57 pages long, so don't click if you're faint of heart.)

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Playing the Man Among the Girls:
The performance of heterosexual masculinity in strip clubs


Sex work is common in almost all cultures, yet is an issue of moral, ethical, political, and/or personal debate everywhere. Recent legislation drafted in...
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redass:
We have a winner for the longest blog post ever. Congrats on finishing your thesis- its a real accomplishment and you should be very proud. Well done. smile

Hope you had a nice holiday.
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New surroundings and a new paradigm.

Maybe not so shiny-fresh-shrink-wrapped as I'm supposed to want.

And definitely not where I'd have expected.



And the horizon is desert.


Glittering, writhing, seduction of what someone said was barren and inhospitable.

And others tried to irrigate.

Ha.


Rain is in my blood.












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the game i play

is hide-and-seek.

half-truths, not...
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pyromethious:
Yeah, only I hid my emotion...the poetry simply followed.
perilouspup:
You are just having a nervous breakdown wink

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My thesis is currently 52 pages long. I'm going to try to finish this draft tonight. The first 35 pages or so are pretty much where they're going to be (with the exception of the introduction). So maybe another four pages of typing, a couple of hours of editing, and then. . .

It'll be done.

Oh my god.

My thesis is almost done.

Gotta...
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punknitemike:
damn, thats ALOT of work! im sure your brain will need a break when you're done!

1. i wish my gf didnt live all the way across the country
2. i have a 5 day weekend starting wednesday, yay for that
3. its gonna be in the mid 60s tommorrow, thats crazy
4. im hungry
5. i still cant believe this year is almost over
perilouspup:
Where will your degree(s) be taking you after you are done?

1. I'd like to be working again
2. I'd like to be moved to where I want to live
3. I find it sad that college was probably the most engaging and fulfilling part of my life, and that had I not gone to college, I could probably be at the same point in my career, but also owning a house.
4. I'm going to buy some bird seed today so I can bring some life to my door to compensate for the drab weather.
5. Not to sound all crazy religious or anything, but I am going to be thankful for friends and words, well-articulated thoughts and feelings.
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I miss poetry.

I read soft words today for the first time in months.

It felt like breathing.

I've turned my life into a celebration of logic.

Logic is unnatural.

Only beauty is real.



Something I've tried to forget.


I want to be where there are flowers.

And I want to breathe without considering it.

Why so much understanding?

Oh, little bird, your wings aren't...
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kingdom:
so i was at uc santa barbara last week. it is so close to the beach! also they have flowers there.
malloreigh:
you seem pretty awesome.
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s_eldorado:
Not Avril.

Definitely yummy though.
pyromethious:
I'm not too sure about lookling like Avril, but you are very pretty.
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Okay, sorry I haven't responded to anyone lately or commented on blogs. I'm insanely busy.

Quick update before class:

I'm presenting my research on December 1. AGH! Main reason for my stress.

Found a great stress reliever. He came over Sunday for some yoga. We talked a lot. He came over Monday for a beer. We talked alotalotalotalot a lot. We made out. A lot....
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chazgasm:
i hear ya on the way to much work to do
mickster:
Good for you finding a stress reliever!!
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Dude, I fucking miss Antioch.

I'm really glad they were able to stay open. Though I wasn't healthy enough to be there when I was there, I really value my experiences, and miss the community and dialogue.

I was walking across my current campus today and stumbled upon an obese, white, very well-groomed (read: typical campus rich-kid, we're loaded with 'em) male student setting up...
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pyromethious:
Hmm, Looooooong ago some AFROTC Lt decided to get me and another Lt dates to the AF Ball from Antioch. After the 'guard the door so we can dance', and lack of hand holding even...we decided a certain Lt needed a butt kicking :-p
joker_:
I read through your thread in the feminist group, and your definition works for me.
I did have a question that is slightly off topic.


The same ones who had an anti-vegetarian demonstration outside of the main dining hall (where the south Asian engineering students usually eat, mind you...)




WTF? What does an anti-vegetarian demonstration comprise of?
I've never heard of one.

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I totally played hookie from work last night.

:X

Sorry if you went to the bar to see me. I was with my daddy. Every once in a while, I have little mini-breakdowns and have to spend some time with my family or locked up alone. Last night was a daddy night. I went up to see him at work to fix my turn signal...
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afterbirth:
Well even if you didn't go to work it sounds pretty damn worthwhile/productive.

I got a big paper staring me in the face.
That thing where I have to get in touch with all my legslative reps and find out their position on campaign finance reform.
Hillary is my senator and thus on my list....
punknitemike:
once things get a lil less crazy round here im gonna have to make another stop out at the bar you work at and see ya, plus i have some stickers to give ya! unless you have an addy i can send em?
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alissa:
Ahahah, want my autograph?
<3 How have you been?!
rabbiofrock:
Yeah, he's getting to be a real KID now. Gonna take his first steps any day now.
Where are you going once you get "paroled" from Dayton? wink smile
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Well, hey there! How ya doin'? Yeah? Hm. Then come on in and have a beer/coffee/tea/Vitamin Water/whateverstopbeingsuchafuckingpickylittledouche.

Halloween weekend is over, tg. Gah! Not that I dislike Halloween. On the contrary, I fucking love it.( I get to play dress-up? All day? REALLY!?!?!? And no one will think I'm a freak/hooker/asshat? Really?! Dude...) It's just that, working in a bar on Halloween weekend is something...
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meagan:
SallieMae is who i'm using. Student loans suck. mad
eric_only:
Happy Halloween



skull